searching the past.

hey everyone,
like i've been saying for the past few days
that i really want to learn,
to dance ballet again.
and i've found this teacher through in the internet
that teaches adult ballet at a few community centres.

i've been leaving messages on her tagboard
asking her more information about the classes.
so i got to know that these classes are for people age 14 and above.
after asking her on what she recommends
for this grade 6,
8 years ago should take if i were to take up her lessons.
and she replied saying that i can actually try out her class
this saturday.

and now,
i really do not know what to do.
from the photos i see of her students,
yes.
they really are adults.
but this doesnt really bothers me actually.
i do take my japanese lessons with adults too.

i think the most worrying thing is the money issue.

i really want to try out her lessons,
not only to know if her lessons are up for me,
are what i would like my lessons to be
as i may be expecting something like what mr. fan my ballet teacher taught us.
and also if i really am able to learn in such a adult environment.
but most importantly,
make sure myself that i really want this.
and also confirm if i just want to do this just as a hobby,
or even more.

being a ballerina was once my dream.
but i gave it up
when i gave up ballet 8 years ago.

but now,
it may be a little late,
but not too late.
Misty Copeland started age 13.
Melissa Hayden started age 15.

hmm..
i really am still not sure about this.

but if i really want to do as a profession,
just these lessons at the community centre are not going to be enough.

sign~

oh well..
if anyone is interested in taking up ballet,
you may want to go to this link to find out more.
Dance for Life!