Trixy's Kitchen

Today's Menu:
Rice with chicken,
vegetable,
sauages
and heart-shaped egg.

Enjoy you meal!
Have a happy day!

特理克丝的爱心便当料理。

蔷蔷~

hey people...
here's ella's new song,
蔷蔷之歌
it's a song she wrote her her dog qiang qiang
who died during a surgery.

it's a nice song,
sad song,
and i cried when i first heard it,
though i only heard only part of it
like around 15-20 secs?

ya...
and i did cry...

her this EP is being sold in taiwan
and the money will be donated to help other animals

hmm...
i wander will be be sold in singapore,
and also,
will the money be donated out?

if it is,
i would like to get one,
help out.
(^________^)

okie...
now time for the video.

end of examsstart of holis

yo people!
today...
database exam...
our last paper!
wahaha...
ok...
not really wahaha though.

maybe...
ya...
most people "wahaha... 75 marks gone".
haha...
one of them.

anyway...
after paper...
it was like raining SO FREAKing heavily...
so we stayed in school for breakfast...
chat alittle while the guys went to amk to play cs.
we girls mah...
chat like i said.
oh well...
girls will be girls...

jess and i went to vivo after that...
whereas zhihui and ting went to yiling's house
(if i'm not wrong)

ok...
actually i planned to go to ps...
as my main point is i wanna go to daiso to get something.
but then...
jess and i decided to go to vivo instead.
haha...
more things to 'shop'.
haha...
and they have daiso there too!
heehee...
i saw this shirt at pull and bear...
wahaha...
love it.
but then...
2 things.

1. the white colour one they had, was left with only S and that one and only one shirt.
2. though is white one is nicer... and somehow i dont know why feel more like a M than the M,
the material is too thin that practically you can everything.

sadded...

oh well..
no need to be sad.
cause like that,
the possibility of me buying it,
will be only around 20%.
haha...

*i really like the white one~*

so 'shopped' around...
went to daiso and get the things that i want,
'shop' a little while more,
and i received a call.

from who?


my sis.

again..
she forgot to bring her keys our,
and was locked out of the door.
so...
i changed my day's plan after buying my things from
going to swensen's for 'interview' to
go home open the door for my sis
then only i go swensen's for 'interview'

and ya...
you notice the '' for the interview.

cause it so wasnt a interview afterall...

i was thinking,
interview what?
almost the whole outlet knows me,
and know my attitude at work and stuff,
interview what?

and so...
in the end,
all i had to do was to go to swensen's
fill in the application form (again)
and my manager ask me when i can start work.

ok.
i said next week yah...
so,
starting work next week...

but right now i only know ONE day of my work for next week.
and seriously...
my manager didnt say what time my work's ending...
i supposed that 6 hours timing...
(i know the start timing)

Happy Birthday to Daddy!!!

wahaha...
just going to blog this short post
while waiting for my powerpoint slides to load for database.

hey daddy...
(i know you read my blog)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
生日快乐！！！
お誕生日　おめでと！！！

haha...
soup soup dont have soup for you...
unless you dont mind campbell or instant miso soup...
=p

私のBearBearが 大好きです！

hey people!
ok...
nothing much to blog today...
haiz...
thinking of database,
argh~
sianz...
going to spend my whole day out
at fast food restuarants to chiong tomorrow.
after tuesday,
i'll be free!!!
wahaha!
just hope that i pass every single module...

and i seriously hope that the central cc will give a good solution for lily san and i.
i seriously think that this teacher is seriously teachin too slow.
seriously people,
imagine.
the class i'm in is a stage 3 class,
which means they had gone through 24 lessons during their stage 1 and 2.
and the teacher havent even taught them a VERY SIMPLE THING
like numbers.
stupid lor...
even ota sensei taught as in that short informal 3 hour lesson last year.
and seriously...
what the teacher taught last week,
ota sensei taught us within that 3 hours,
and he also taught many other things too.
and hey people,
you know how ota sensei is...
he's like already so draggy and talks alot of other things...
imagine...
just that 3 hours,
this teacher havent even taught his class in his past 24 lessons
which is equals a total of 12 hours.

waste time...

ok...
seems like i aint having much to blog about.
=p

and seriously...

something out of no where right now...

I LOVE MY BEAR BEAR!!!!

haha...
totally off~!

haha...

JMD ROCKS!!!

hey people!
not going to blog much...
i AM very tired...
haha...
after one whole day...
from the run in the morning,
the run through-s we had,
the rehearsal,
actual performance
and lastly bon-odori.
haha...
my battery was really going to be empty after those.
and not only that,
all the photo taking-s too...
haha...
but seriously,
i really enjoyed myself alot,
not only today,
but the whole of the past few months.
though there are times where we get scolding,
fall sick,
some injured,
faced different problems along the way,
the time we spent together through all of it
was really a good time.
ok.
no.
not good time,
it's GREAT TIME!!!
haha...
really...
my first natsu experience is SUPER GOOD!

えんやー　
どれやー
どこいじゃんじゃん
これやー

thanks people!
though i dont get to play the game that i wanted,
try the fishing of goldfish thingy,
i still find this natsu experience very very FUN!!!
and i totally love it!
(except the part where i had to wear boots through out)
i really love it!
and ya,
thanks bear bear~
heehee...

and now...
i shall end my blog here,
and...
save my last small amount of energy for other use.

good night people!
お休み！

Ah...

Ah...
Ok...
I'm already in bed...
tryin to sleep....
but then...
When i close my eyes,
i can see that idiot freaky thing i'm most afraid of...
Ah...
seen it today...
or rather yesterday...
then the topic related was mentioned durin practice...
Ah...
It's 3plus now...
4am...
I have a thing for 4am everytime after i see it.
If i sleep before 4am...
I'll dream of it and be awaken in fear at 4am sharp.
wanna call bear bear...
But he just fell asleep a few minutes ago...
Dont wanna disturb him...
Want him to sleep...
Ah...
seems like I'll be sleepin only after 4am...
Hope i can wake up on time later...

Good night people...
as far as possible...

i'm lovin my life

hey people~!
not goin to blog much~
it's too early~
and i'm sleepy~
haha...~

just wanna say...
i'm lovin my life now!
i'm lovin my bear bear,
i'm lovin my cca,
i'm lovin things around me now!

though...
hopefully...
i'll get my job at swensens's back...
ya...
i know...
the pay is low...
but i love working there!
haha...

right now,
i really feel...
blissful.
just like what i put for my imood,
blissful.
although there are ups and downs along the way,
i still feel very happy.
i'll get to know more,
and so to be able to give more.

but still...
i really feel...

ありがとう みんな！

hey people!

just came back from city hall not long ago...

today's practice...

haiz...

before that...

ok...

today...

i kept forgetting things.

when going out to school,

i forgot my ezlink.

and i only realished it when i was on the bus already...

so what?

pay coins...

took another bus back,

came home and take my ezlink

then go back to school again.

school...

the practice for matsuri carried on

while gerry and i were talking talking

and etc...

full dress practice...

great!

funky town only li qi and i brought our 'costume'.

and ya...

only the both of us danced in out boots and skirts.

haiz...

then once after we changed

i dont know why on earth it was this some camp's lunch time or something

and everyone was there to watch us practise!!!

ah!

my clothes were weird..

haha...

after that...

i went to JAS for natsu practice with Danny and daniel.

and waited for the rest to come...

then 2pm,

we started practising the traditonal dances...

and...

hmm...

weird me...

i think that air con was too cold...

a little feverish...

flu...

*shake head*

haiz...

rest rest...

then perform our dances...

ok...

couldnt breathe properly...

air con too cold...

=p

next.

changed...

(i know i dressed weirdly....)

then went to city hall with Danny to meet his mom...

*nodd head*

yes.

meet his mom.

we went to suntec...

look around at tv...

got their tv...

then we go to marina square for dinner...

ok.

everywhere was filled with ants at marina square...

because of the fireworks display.

so after much consideration

of the queue and what food to eat

decided on thai food.

so...

queue...

ok...

if i was the waiter serving us,

i'll think the same way,

and may want to double check the order

there were only 3 of us,

but we ordered 9 dishes,

plus 2 servings of rice.

wao~

haha...

and the amazing thing,

we finished everything~

ok...

hmm...

POST POSTED ON Nov20.
HOWEVER, POST ISNT COMPLETED AND CANT BE COMPLETE AS I'VE FORGOTTEN WHAT I WANTED TO BLOG.
SORRY ...
=p

goodbye yuhoka

just deleted my yuhoka blog
which i used to blog down whatever we've went through...
all i can say is...
that 3 years together,
it was really great time.
i really enjoyed spending time with the 8 of you,
especially eve...
though whatever happened when we werer in sec 3,
still
i hope that if i were to see you around this neighbourhood,
say hi.
haha...
no matter what,
you are the very first person that i can speak english to with no problem.
the name evelyn now does not make my heart hurt anymore...
that 9 of us are still friends,
and i hope that this relationship continues...

let's find someday and go ice skating again can?
like we first did in sec 2...

i dont think it will be possible to gather all of us at south again ba...
seems quite wu liao...

ok...
one last thing.
i'm not emo-ing.
just some thoughts that come through my mind...
and ya...
decided to delete that blog
cause i think i'll never touch it again...
mind as well...

that's all! =)

my to-do list.

hey people!
it's been 2 days since i last used a computer
haha...
had been munching my networking technology for the past 2 days.
argh~!
it seriously taste bad!
horrible!!!
haiz...
and the worst thing!
afetr 2 days,
i'm still left with almost half!
argh~!
finsihed 4 chapters,
and there's still more to go~
argh~!

guess what?
after forcing all the networking stuff down my thoat,
there's still OOAD
and the worst of all
DATABASE!!!
argh~!

*kill me someone!*

haha...
just kidding.
i SO wanna live on.

and ya...
there's many things i wanna do,
and need to do...
hmm...
hope all will get stuck in my brain
and never disappear or even slip off my mind
at any part of my life
on earth.
haha...
SO important that i have to remember them
every single second of my life!

ya...
just like dear told me beofre...
i'm not a sensitive person...
=(
haiz...

being 18 already...
i do not know how to take care of the people around me...

i have this habit of keeping things to myself
not voicing things out
be it comments or even just things i wanna say

and there's seriously many other more things i need to learn

sorry~

got a new player...
love it!
it has the usb port
which actually works with my nano!
wahaha...
now i can charge my nano while listenin to music...
that extra $30 is sure made to good use.

went to watch rush hour


nice show...
but most of the time i werent concentrating...
hmm...
haiz...
never mind...

18th birthday...OVER

hey people!
really wanna thank the people around me.
i really enjoyed my birthday this year.
though not everything went well...
but still it made it top on my list
for best birthday.
and of course,
the main reason why,
is because i have my devil beside me.
(恶魔在身边)
haha...
just kidding...
having the show to watch wont make this birthday the best.
plus.
i've havent watched that show since months ago.
haha...


wanna thank my daddy,
auntie evelyn
and my sis
for having that great dinner together
on 10 August 2007 Friday.
hmm..
such a pity that raymond couldnt join us...
hmm...
after that day,
my sashimi craving is back...
wahaha...
this is so not good.
wahaha...

wanna thank danny!!!
jaeson,
jessica,
and jessica,
and xiang min
for that great day
and ktv at night
on the 11 August 2007 Saturday.
haha...
(cheek bone 要上)
haha...
something jaeson taught me for singing...

wanna thank kathy dear
for always organising something for my birthday
well...
this year's steamboat thingy.
wanna thank danny,
darren,
and ignatius for coming
for the steamboat
on my actual birthday
13 August 2007 Monday.
though not everything turned out well yesterday...
but still,
thank you!!!

dear...
being 'stuck' with you people for 2 years i'm ok.
seriously...
not miserable...
really...
celebrating with my valentine and best friends leh...
where on earth will that word 'miserable' come out?
ok...
only that we're short of alvin this year...
that 死人头
haha...
let's find a day go out for lunch or dinner again...
larry said other days one ar...
wahaha...
(i'll never delete that sms)


wanna thank auntie evelyn
for the special cake!
it's really very very nice.
and for the first time,
a cake is finished within a few days...
(usually like half of the cake will be thrown away in my house)
THANK YOU!!!

wanna thank dear and darren
for the lovely precious moment
musical photoframe.
ya...
i got the whole idea dear...
haha...
THANK YOU!!!!

wanna thank ignatius
for that arashic cd that i've always wanted!!!
haha...
ok...
i very 激动 now...
haha...
come one!
it's arashi's cd!!!
haha...
THANK YOU IGGY!!!

wanna thank jessica, zhi hui, yi ling and li ting
for that pretty dress!!!
really
VERY VERY PRETTY!!!
thanks GIRLS!!!

ADDITIONAL EDITED INFORMATION!!!

thank gerry, sok hiang, yvonne, chelsea, lue song and kelly
for that doraemon pair plush!!!
thank you!!!
lots!!!
like i said...
i thought of saving money to buy that!!!
thank you!!!
hugs people!
(lue song only finger hug)


oki...
conclude everything,
repeat whatever i wanna say again,
THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!
haha...



photos shall be blogged up when i get them...
haha...

THANKS TO ALLLLL!!!

haha...
wanna thank the people who wished me happy birthday!
haha...
ok...
mostly in order and names will be mentioned everytime they say happy birthday to me.
haha...
ya...
i have nothing better to do.
wahaha...

1. my dad and auntie evelyn (on 10th's early birthday celebration)
2. my sis and raymond ( on the 11th... haha... )
3. sok hiang ( who friendster commented me yesterday )
4. gerry ( first at 12mn!!!)
5. jessica ( that pretty mature lady )
6. danny evil devil boy boy monster (!!! who called and sang me a birthday song !!!)
7. jaeson ( message delivered danny )
8. liting ( ah~ pretty ting~)
9. michelle ( ah~ lao gong~ )
10. larry ( hey lala... today is actual birthday lah... no need "happy belated birthday")
11. auntie evelyn ( hahaha... thank you! )
12. zhi hui ( taggy taggy~! she typed birthday birthday wrongly...)
13. raymond ( friendster comment! heehee thanks p-cube! )
14. ee ling ( oh ee ling~ find one day go out go out!!! haha )
15. li jin ( seems like she's in hawaiian or something, aloha! )
16. D^boy evil devil boy boy monster ( hahaha... (^___________^) )
17. fang ling ( ah~! fang~! thank~! you~! )
18. shu herng ( oh~ singapore wishes me happy birthday~! hahaha )
19. yvonne ( hmm... seems when is it YGST? haha )
20. sherleen ( yo girl! long time no see! )
21. karen ( thank girls! love the times working with you! ^-^ )
22. yoke hiang ( ah~ ah hiang~ miss you!!! )
23. jasline ( thanks jas~! heehee... )
24. liting ( thanks girl~ ting~ haha... )
25. zhi hui ( yeah~ didnt type anything wrong in the sms!!! )
26. michelle ( friendster comment this time haha...)
27. gillian ( though we arent close but really thanks!!!)
28. ignatius ( thanks iggy! thanks for the cd too!!! =P )
29. gordon ( friendster comment!!! )
30. dian ( a nice girl i know online!! thanks girl!! )
31. jian ping ( thanks guy... happy birthday to you too!!! )
32. jessica ( thanks girl again!!! friendster comment this time... haha...)
33. sherleen ( not sure if i spelled her name correctly... primary schoolmate whom kathy and i met just now at the marina)
34. kathy dear ( thanks dear~ and really i dont want chalet. haha... )
35. darren ( though you didnt sing the birthday song... )
36. ignatius ( you also didnt sing lor...)
37. gordon ( thanks guy leader!!! haha... sms this time... haha... )
38. danny evil devil boy boy monster ( ^-^ love ya~! )
39. jinshan ( hey miyavi's wife! haha... miss me right? haha... thanks girl! )
40. chelsea ( oh girl! thanks! big smile~ haha... )
41. jessica ( taggy taggy~ thanks girl! once again... haha... )
42. raymond ( last for the day. a full stop. haha... )

wao~
42 greetings...
haha...
same age of singapore this year~
haha..
as you can see...
mostly are girls...
haha...
so girl friends are btter!
haha...
just joking...
it's only that i have more girl friends than guy friends...
haha...

ok...
editing this post...
adding on some more stuff...
just checked my friendster,
and there's more comments..
haha...
ya...
so adding on to the list right now.
listed under,
belated list.
haha...

1. li jin ( thanks girl~! )
2. priya ( my peanut! thanks! haha... )
3. kathy ( thanks dear~ )
4. kai ( thanks~ though we don really know each other... )
5. bryan ( thanks guy~ haha... )
6. yvonne ( hmm... you got motive one right...? haha... )
7. samuel shen ( thanks guy~ stay cool too! )
8. theam huat ( thanks guy~ thanks for the help in animation also. =p )
9. 06 Batch! ~gerry, sok hiang, yvonne, chelsea, lue song, kelly~
   ( thanks lot! huggies~! )

birthday photos

here's my photos uploaded in slide.com
in the order of the days my birthday were celebrated.
haha...

10 Aug 2007 Friday.

11 Aug 2007 Saturday.

need to get the other photos from dann . >.<
haha...

birthday videos~

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Happy 42th Birthday, Singapore!

yo singapore!
happy birthday!!!

haha..

went to see fireworks just now...
hahaha...
settled down at the food court at marina square...

haha...
the crowd there was kinda funny...
wahaha...
i mean their reaction.
haha...

oh well...
nice fireworks...
though i didnt get to see a full view of it,
it's still very very very nice.
and i'm very very very happy!!!
after 9 years!!!
wahaha...
i got to see fireworks!!!

ok...

but then again...
abit angry now...
cause my mom packed my room when i was out,
when i told her before going out
not to touch my things already.
and now,
if you see me...
you can see me with panda eyes.
not because of the lack of sleep
but because i dont know where on earth did she put my make-up remover.
and great.
the only make-up remover i found is the one for non-waterproof make-up.
and ya...
people who know the number one thingy for all my make-up,
especially those for my eyes
MUST BE WATERPROOF!!!
and ya...
their are ALL waterproof!!!
thats why i'm havin panda eyes now...

@-@

and worst.
dont know where on earth did she put my 'wallet' too...
i called her
she said everything's on the table.
and ya...
like...
how big is my table lah?
i can see everything just like that lor...

haiz...

now...
panda eyes trixy feel like sleeping.
haha...
but i cant
wahaha.

so ya.
like that.
do things first
then sleep.
wahaha.

bye people!

it's august people!

hey people!
just a something i just suddenly thought of.
i notice that i may buy little things all year through
but when it comes to august,
i just love going shopping
and stuff...
wahaha...
weird lah...
dont know why...
i guess i just wanna enjoy my birthday month to the fullest!
wahaha...

by the way...
tomorrow's national day!!!
haha...
not really VERY excited...
hmmm...
feel like going down to see fireworks...
i remember last year when i wanted to go down
to see fireworks on the 12th while celebrating my birthday with 40
in the end
we didnt go down.
and ya...
another year added to the list.
sad...
ever sinces i've moved to this current house,
i've never seen fireworks already.
that's like...
almost 10 years?
haha...
maybe i shall spend time alone again tomorrow...

see first ba!

(how did whatever i wanna say ended up at fireworks?)

dressy

just received the dress bear bear bought for me
like 1/2 hr ago...

and ya...
i was awoken by the postman.

argh~!

oh well...

the good thing is,
the dress fits.
the bad thing is,
it's abit short.

but still i like it!
and i wanna say...

thank you bear bear!!!

(i destroyed that emo me)
(hope it doesnt come back)

801st post.

kill the emo me!!!
ah~~~!!!
charge~~~!!!
hai ya!
take that!
and that!
and this!

ah~~~!!!
help~~~!!!
*cough cough*

conclusion: happy me won!!!
go go go!!!

emo me lost,
and left in shame!!!

sad...

ok...
whatever i'm going to type is really being typed
and not copy and paste.

i'm sad
i'm sad
i'm sad
i'm sad
i'm sad
i'm sad

my heart hurts
my heart hurts
my heart hurts
my heart hurts
my heart hurts
my heart hurts

i wanna cry
i wanna cry
i wanna cry
i wanna cry
i wanna cry
i wanna cry

why i like that?
why i like that?
why i like that?
why i like that?
why i like that?
why i like that?

why bear bear not calling...
why bear bear not calling...
why bear bear not calling...
why bear bear not calling...
why bear bear not calling...
why bear bear not calling...

wanna cry
wanna cry
wanna cry
wanna cry
wanna cry
wanna cry

argh~
argh~
argh~
argh~
argh~
argh~

='(
='(
='(
='(
='(
='(

cryz~
cryz~
cryz~
cryz~
cryz~
cryz~

post after post

ok...
i know i've been posting and posting and posting recently...
like i just did 1 minute ag...
and gerry even told me...
i know.
i blog post after post
and most of them are really just rubbish.
just ignore them...
look for only those super long posts...
they arent rubbish.

just like this post.
it's another rubbish.

weird thinking

i dont know why...
these few days...
i've been thinking of doing stupid things to myself...
especially today,
right now,
i feel like banging myself into the wall,
or take something to cut myself.
but!
i'm not dumb.
i'll never cut myself.
crazy ah?!
i wont lor...
at most i'll only really bang my head into the wall,
or punch the wall.

ya.

my heart hurts right now.

ouch~

comments...

finally...
i got the comments thingy up on my blog...

so ya...
you people can leave me comments...
ha. ha. ha.
(i'm not laughing)
(i feel sad in fact)
(cause i made someone angry just now)
(and...)

Breathe Again

just suddenly felt like blogging this song up again...
ah~
something's really wrong with me~


have you wandered how it feels when it's all over
wandered how it feels when you just have to start a new
never knowing where you're going
when you face a brand new day
it used to be that way
now i just close my eyes and say

(chorus)
i just want to breathe again
learn to face the joy and pain
discover how to laugh a little
cry a little, live a little more
i just wanna face today
forget about the woes of yesterday
maybe if i hope a little
try a little more
i'll breathe again

starting out again is never easy
disappointments come and go but life still moves on
with a bit of luck
it's a brand new start
that might just work my way
no need to walk away
don't want to live on life replay

(chorus)

things will work out fine
if you can find the courage to look past the night
to see the break of dawn

something's wrong with me.

i dont know how to say...
but i'm not behaving like the normal me,
i feel,
these few days...
come to think about it...
it started last friday i guess...

oh well...
i know why
after thinking when it started...

i've been doing things that pissed people off
i've been saying unsensable things that make people feel bad

isolating myself?

i dont know...
i'm just not doing what trixy will normally do,
how trixy will normally behave.

my smile is disappearing again,
i feel.

Down - JJ

I can t believe it Tell me I m dreaming
That we are still we
It was amazing Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on a rainy day that we met
You didn t have a place to go
I said we just met to lets go slow but no
You just told me to keep you from the cold

Sorry I can t take it
Why did u fake it
Why did we kiss

And I m just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured I must have been such a child
You ll never know how much I ve been around
How my heart just frowns


If you re down
I ll be your teddy bear,
I ll be your clown
I ll take you round and round and
If you don t mind I could be your standing ground
Even if that means I d clown

And baby, that ll be my one last vow

happy! -> unknown feeling.

hey people!
*yawnz*
tired...

anyway...
this morning,
went to jb with my dad and stepmom
for?
breakfast.
haha...
ok...
i didnt eat much cause i seriously dont felt like eating anything
that that place serves.
so...
i had only kaya toast and milo.
wento another place...
and i had cai pao(veg bun).

next..
auntie evelyn got her durian...
i didnt eat any.
i seriously dont want my mouth to smell of durian the whole day.
plus!

i like out the whole day lah...

next.
went giant.
wanted to get me shoes...
in the end,
all i got was oreo wafer sticks
and a small bottle of yogurt drink.
oh ya...!
i got my death note dvd!!!
yuhu!

although it isnt the limited edition one that i wanted to buy
but!
it's ok!
cause it has the making of it too...
haha...

ok...
so came back...
rush down to somerset...

later on...

went to heeren...
guess what!
i saw arashi's latest album out!!!

ah!!!
the last time i went there
after knowing that arashi has their new album released,
they still didnt have it.
but but but...
ok...
i bought it lah.
haha...
LIMITED EDITION one!!!!
wahahaha

so ya...
now i'm still short of that 2 albums only...
argh~
all the taiwan version all gone already lor...
only left the japan imported ones...
which is like SO EXPENSIVE!

haiz...

(i dont know why i haiz...)

anyway...
i'm happy that i bought it!
wahahah!!!

hmm...
when's the last time i bought cd...
i think it's last year...
haha...

oki...

met dear at night for dinner...
went newton circle...
imagine...
2 girls only...
haha..




we had bbq sotong,
bbq sting ray,
and hokkiean mee.

one thing i so couldnt say just now
"i dont really eat spicy food"
haha...
cause 2 out of 3 are spicy.
haha...

ate for like super long...
chat till we forgot time...
after eating...
full...
chat finish...
we noticed that we still have food left over.
so...
try lor...
in the end we were only left with the prawns from the hokkiean mee.haha..
gave up le...

(there goes my budget for this week)

haha...

kk...
so came home...
i reached home earlier than dear
though we took the same bus
and i had to change bus
she dont have to...
but ya..
i reached home first.
wahaha...

hate how i feel now

i hate this idiot stupid feeling right now.
i dont want to hide things
especially some things
some people

i feel like screaming everything out loud.

but what i need to not to let the whole world know.

just my sis alone.

no matter what,
what ever she thinks really matters to me.

she's my sis.
my only sis.

jiejie...
i know what you are worried about.
i really know...

幸せ

hey people...
i have only one thing to blog about.

why on earth does a piece of paper,
having my results printed on it,
needs to cost $5.35?

siao lah...
school...

='(

my money...
just like that...

i dont care lor...
i must get it back from my dad.

不甘心。。。

i wish i wish...

received a sms from singtel yesterday...
some birthday treats thingy.
and ya...
come to realise that my birthday's coming like SOOOO soon..!
wahaha...

and ya...
i took out my wishlist when i changed my template like dont know how long ago...
i've decided to put it back,
updated!
wahaha...
(this hint to you all out there is like SO obvious)
heeheee...

and if anyone of you dont know when it is...
my birthday is on the 13 august!
this year...
it's on a monday!
and the best thing of it,
it falls during our study break!!!
wahaha...
and guess what?
that means no database exam on my birthday!!!
wahaha!!!

(^_____________________^)

BIG SMILE!!!

yeah!

and i'm so glad that dear still has the pheobia of chalet
from last year's experience...
seriously...
after 3 times of experience,
i would never want to have a party or anything similar again
on my birthdays.
it just never turn out right,
correct,
enjoyable to all.

oh well...
till now seems like i'll only be having dinner with dear and darz...
dont know that iggy going or not...
always 'no money' one...

forever one leh...

oh ya...!

iggy!
if you see this!!
where's that treat that you said you are going to give
last christmas,
postponed to new year,
which havent come till now?

always like that...

and now i think if i ask him,
he'll give us stupid reason like...
'i now not working liao lor...'

...

haiz...

i'm thinking...
why on darz's birthday we go kbox...
my birthday we eat dinner only...

ok...
not trying to say that dinner isnt a good idea...
we still have to eat ar...
just that...
hmm...
want to do something i like to do
or want to do more...

but then again...
thinking that dear may be working...
(shouldnt have school by then ba...)
darz and iggy may have school again...
haiz...
sianz...

hmm...
oh ya...
should ask fang and ee and feli also...
wahaha...
like quite some time didnt really go out together already.

*suddenly dine came to my mind*

haha...

hmm...
kinda miss mcs ppl...
including dear...
haha...
when was the last time i saw her...
hmm...
when i got my chocolate phone.
haha...
when she was working...

hmm...
ok...
i'm just typing whatever i'll say
if i'm talking to myself right now.
wahahaha....

hmm...
if meet fang ee and feli...
they may all come in black again...
then i may be the only one in white again.
haha...

seriously...
most of the time i 三八 is when i'm with them ba...
haha...

*suddenly fang and her zhang bo zhi thingy came to my mind*

*then it links to larry and his takiazawa hideaki thingy*

haha...
inside joke.

ok.
that was like sooo long ago...
ahaha...
不提也罢。
haha...

hmm...
got this feeling...
like...
it's really been a long time since i see kcp ppl...
except jin and yi...
same bs group...
even the last time i met darz, iggy, al,
or even see kw and si wen which stays SO near to me,
i dont really see them.
it's been months...
haha...
like last week,
i saw lester and his gf...
ok.
first thing that came to my mind when i was lester...
'why is he wearing a hairband?'
haha...
ok...
leslie...

ok...
if he got so bo liao...
and still remembers my link,
and so happen to come here again...
he's gonna say
'that's like sooo long' again.
haha...

ok...

*suddenly eve came to my mind*

haha...
another person that stays near me
but the last time i saw her was the beginning of this year.
and ya...
still have a weird feeling when if i'm gonna see her.

ok...

the sec 3 thingy again...

arh~

dont want to think about it again.

*suddenly adonara came to my mind*

and ya...
i should sms her...
haha...
that time we said that we would find some time to meet...
in the end,
it just ended there.
haha...
i still remember how we made her sister cry
at my birthday party when we were primary 6.

opps!

i dont think ado knows about it.
=P

*suddenly mildred came to my mind*

let me see...
the last time we meet each other...
or even talk to each other...
i think it was sec 2.
the photo we took with dear, dine, geraldine quek, linda, yi ting
is still in my notebook
which i bring along with me most of the time.
haha...

oh ya...
very long didnt see linda also...
though now we're in the same school...

ok...
i think i've typed long enough already...
wahaha...

gonna go for lunch right now.

see you people!

Trying to be happy... Happy.

Ok...
Right now waiting for train at the station...
and Ya...
i'm late alright...
=P

Ok...
Jus now at the bus stop while waiting for the bus...
i just came to realise that i'm very pink today!
ah...!
Trixy so pink!
So not Trixy lah...

like...
my top is pink
my bag is pink
my watch is pink
my nano cover is pink
my hair pin is pink
my extra hp is pink

and i have things that are red that can be counted pink too...

Like...
my slippers is red
my nail polish is red
the minnie on my hp is red

Ok...
maybe Ya...
i was trying to make myself happy when i woke up this morning
but now...
i am happy
not because of all this pink made me happy
but because of bear bear~

Heehee...