something's wrong with me.

i dont know how to say...
but i'm not behaving like the normal me,
i feel,
these few days...
come to think about it...
it started last friday i guess...

oh well...
i know why
after thinking when it started...

i've been doing things that pissed people off
i've been saying unsensable things that make people feel bad

isolating myself?

i dont know...
i'm just not doing what trixy will normally do,
how trixy will normally behave.

my smile is disappearing again,
i feel.