these few days,
yiling and my sis had been saying that
i've become better than the past,
than in the last semester.
i've been going to school regularly,
and i mean!
not by my trixy's regular standard.
i mean the school's standard,
but then i really dont understand why.
when i want to do my work,
something just goes wrong
and caused to not able to do a single thing.
like this week's lab.
i really wanted to do the lab session,
then that stupid program just went wrong,
for once i want to do my homework,
and the computer at home just cant open any program.
i cant do anything
whenever i want to.
i really want to,
i really have to.
i'm just not fated to be a good student i guess...