寂しい～

私　自分も
知らない。

でも　ほんと
ちょっと
少しい　

寂しい　な～

今　私のそばに
誰も　いない。

私のそばに
全部は　私の
ドラえもんたち　です。

心の中に
今　泣いています。

心の中に
痛い～

もっと　もっと
痛い～

誰が　私を
助ける？

私の彼氏か？
友達か?

誰か?

school~

yo people~
i'm bored...
finished my lab 6...
dont know need to continue with lab 7 or not...
meow~

roar~
i'm not really stress...
but i can feel it coming...
help~

all the school work and cca stuff...
all the singing and dancing at the same time...
roar~

but then again...
help~
meow~

no mood ---->good mood---->bad mood---->great mood.

yo people what's up!
hahahaha
this morning,
started out dragging myself to school,
and ended up falling asleep in class.
and i was told by my lecturer that this shall be the last time.

so...
ok...
eng hua didnt come to class,
so no one to wake me up...

i wonder how is he...
he totally didnt come to class today,
and didnt tell me ot help me sign attendance...
weird...

just seriously hope that he's fine.

so i spent my 1 hour break alone
as dann didnt come to school today,
and there wasnt anyone in the club room
so i just sat a the table bench near the club room,
learning the songs for natsu.

then i went for 2 hours lecture,
which eng hua didnt come too...

so during lecture i was planning
on how to spend my 3 hours break after that
so i've decided to go window shopping
and i've decided on orchard
as i know that there is direct bus
from yio chu kang to orchard.

so i took tha long bus ride to far east,
had my must have large milk tea
whenever i go to far east plaza
walk walk walk
and when i finally found a shop
where everything is on sales
everything in that shop costs $10
which include tops,
bottoms,
dresses,
and heels!!!

and guess what?
someone spolit this good mood of mine.
the school's student affairs office called me
and told me that we didnt return the key after us
on sat.
like what the~
no way lor~
and ask me to return the key immediately.

call call here
call call there trying to know what on earth happened to the key
and what bag left inside

and sinced my mood was spolit already,
mind as well just go back to school straight.
and when i reached SAO,
the lady just told me
that she made a mistake
it was another club that didnt return the key(!!!)

argh~
freak!

argh~
so after that,
just went to block S
and waited for dr tie to come to start lesson
and i met jess along the way.
now can spend more time with the girls
as they're all back for FYP now...

haiz...

so after lessons,
met dann,
he gotten me the addidas water bottle that i liked
and wanted to buy for a long time,
and juicy couture t shirt,
and a puma sweater.

then we went to have KFC(!!!)
yeah~!
hahaha...
i've been wanting to eat KFC sinced saturday night.
hahahaha...
then dann got me some stuff...
heehee...
nice nice~

went back to dann's place
and watch the arena.
hahaha...
i so knew that raffles is going to win
and not nanyang girls.
why?
hahaha...
i shall leave me comments unblogged.
(thinking of their topic today... hmm...)

hahahaha...
watch around 30 mins of MVP情人
then dann sent me to the mrt station home.

on our way out,
we met dann's canberra basketball team leader
and he told him about today's match.
and ya...
dann was unhappy after hearing those stuff...

then we met ban theng at the near the mrt station
as he was going home,
and dann was still walking me to the station.

hahaha...
but all in all,
i'm ending my day happily...
cause
THE CLOTHES I ORDERED ONLINE ARE FINALLY HERE!!!

hahahahah...
so happy~

total transcation took like < 1month.
hahaha...
that's counted as fast already.

so gonna go collect them on wed
to save postage fee
hahahaha...

okay people!
that's all for today!

お休み！

another "i found my son" movie

yoyoyo!!!
hahahaha...

this morning i started out
by shopping at expo's addidas sale
with dann,
kim kai,
wendy,
and ban theng that arrived later.

gotten myself a pair of shoes
as planned yesterday
cause the pair of stan smith my stepmom gave me
has kinda broke already.
so...
planned to get a replacement
with the money she gave me for new year,
which is $50,
and ya.
i managed to get a pair of shoes
within budget.
hahaha...
got a missy college originals,
white and blue,
the series with the crown on it.
and that settles as my dance shoes.

as for the stan smith my stepmom gave me,
that would be my work shoes.

and the stan smith dann somehow bought for me
would be just casual walking shoes.

hahahaha...

not only did i get my shoes,
i ended up getting a BL music shoppe tote,
red and white,
and also a missy beanie,
white,
that has speakers in it.
so i can just plug in to a player,
and the sound will just come out
from the speakers in the beanie itself.

hahaha...
so cool right~

ahahahaha....

so after shopping at addidas sale,
we went over to robinson's sale.
and i was like so freaking tempted
to borrow money from wendy to get heels lor~
the pretty fit heels,
the nine west heels,
and that guess heels,
argh~~~!!!

this is horrible!!!
why is there great sales just before my pay if out???!!!

but in the end,
i controlled myself,
and i didnt get any heels at all...
*though i'm still thinking of the pretty fit heels and guess heels...*

hahahaha...

next,
we went to suntec city for lunch,
as expected,
we saw lolitas and punks once me step out of the mrt station
as suntec city was holding the street fest event there.

we wanted to have lunch at the food court,
which we did not have space to sit.
next we went pepper lunch,
there's space,
but there're not together.
so lastly we settled for swensen's.
hahaha...
and everyone had the promotion meal
for narnia's coming up movie,
this coming week.

food isnt bad,
i would recommend the fishy one...
hahahaha...
the drinks,
not bad.
but maybe if the ice didnt melt so fast,
it would have tasted better.

it was like so fun i guess...
to see ban theng eating western food.
this is his first time eating at swensen's.
and ok...
at least the food is ok to him.
hahahaha...

his was like,
"eh~ the soup os not bad~!"
hahahaha...
(today's soup was cheesy leck and onion)
*first time seeing ban theng eat onions...*

hahahaha...

so after having our lunch,
we went to ben and jerry's
where wendy and ban theng got their ice cream.

next we went over to the street fest's main location
looked for bryan and joanna,
where jo was in her maid costume
with the bell in front again.

hahaha...

then dann,
wendy and i went for a little window shopping
before going to mac for coke and ice cream.

then jaeson came join us,
followed by elmo and OZ.

hahahaha...

I SAW RYUK!
hahaha...
the shinigama on the apple cookie box.
hahahaha...

soon,
we left and walk over to plaza singapura
where we met up with xiang min,
bought some food,
there walk over to the cathay for movie.



and yes.
we watched indiana jones4.

IT'S GREAT PEOPLE!!!
THIS MOVIE IS A MUST WATCH!!!

seriously~
watch it.
you will not regret.

i shall not be a spoiler,
but all i'll say is that
this is another of those
"i found my son" movie.
hahahaha...

so after the movie,
we went back to plaza singapura,
mac,
to have a drink
and just chit chat.

hahahaha...

then we all went back...

i'll conclude this post with one sentence:
"i seriously do not know what to believe and not already..."

お帰りなさい！

yo yo!
after 12days xm is back in singapore!
and our dear uncle xm got us all sovernirs from japan!
*i know i spelled the word wrongly*

below is one of the many packets of mickey cookies
that xm got for all jmd members from tokyo disney land.


the cookies taste all right.
my cookie,
which is the cookie in the pack above,
was vanilla cookie
with a little chocolate softer cookie filling inside.
i dont really know how to describe it
but all these kind of cartoon food products,
it do taste not bad.

and uncle xm got death not apple cookies for our jmd juniors.
and...
hahahaha!
i have the box!
hahahaha....
cause i cant have the nice nice disney cookie box,
so i took the death note apple cookie box instead.
hahahaha...
though it doesnt have a collecting value,
but it looks cute,
its unique.

hahahaha...
i didnt take a photo of the packaging of the cookie for the death note,
neither did i take a photo of the cookie itself.
so...
i shall describe.
the packaging is red a colour,
and has the word 'death note' on it.
as for the cookie,
there's the print of the god of death,
ryuk,
on it.
hahahaha...
apple cookie of course will have ryuk lah~

have you can see the box in the following photos,
on the top center.


and yeah~
from the photo you can see...
UNCLE XM GOT ME A DORAEMON PUPPET!!!
hahahaha...
it's like SO CUTE~~~
ちょう可愛いね～～～

hahahaha...
it's mouth and hands can move one lor...
SO CUTE~~~!!!

hahahaha...
and also,
xm got me a red minnie mobile strap,
that has my name on it!
and dann has a mickey one...
hahahaha...

not only that,
xm got me an amulet for happiness （幸せ）,
from a temple in kyoto.
arh~~~
hahahaha...
thank you uncle xm!!!
ありがとう　がざいます！

that isnt all the things that xm got for me.
i still have a little mermaid file with danny.
and ya...
once again...
ah~~~
little mermaid~~~!!!
hahahahaha!!!
that's like my favourite disney character!!!
hahahahaha...

thank you again,
uncle xm!!!

dinner!

yoyo people!
third post of the day.
hahaha...
just came back from japanese lesson from JAS.
every friday,
i'll ask my mom to buy me dinner.
and i did the same this morning.
however,
tonight my mom did not buy me dinner.
she actually cooked?
hahahah...
there's crab,
prawn,
wakame (japanese seaweed)
with rice.

hahaha...
though they do not taste great,
but there's my mummy's taste in it.
hahahaha...

good night people!

picasa's back

yoyo~

i've decided to download
and use picasa again for blogging
when i'm uploading photos.
it's like so much faster i know.

i guess the last time i used it,
i was...
sec3?
that's like 4 years ago?
hahahaha...

ever sinced the main desktop at home got reformatted that time,
i have never redownloaded this program.

and ya...

hahahaha...

so i guess next time when there's some event,
uploading of photos will not be delayed
or missed out.
hahahah...

have a good day people!

bored... meow~

hey there people,
here i am bloggin in class again.
but this time,
i'm blogging cause i've finished my lab work,
and that then i'm bored.

hahahaha...

ok...
actually nothing much to blog about...

was just reading the jmd forum
and i notice that the "YO JUNIORS" topic
has been stuck there are a week or so...
so i've posted a post there.
hahahaha...

seriously,
(i forgot whether i've blogged the following up already or not)
(sorry if i'm repeating)
because of what pumpkinhead had posted,
though i agree,
and did feel the same way when i was in my year 1,
but as the time went by,
the reason i came back to jmd
after MIA-ing for 3 months,
is because of the people in this big family.

and i do feel that maybe what we're teaching them now
are very
or maybe too basic for them
but then again,
i do feel that a couple of them can dance
and that they will feel the music played easily.
however,
the most basic things,
are not there,
or not good enough.

just like us,
danny will still say,
and i myself know,
i just dont stand firm
hahahaha...
my CG problem.
=p

and now this dance choreoed for them,
i do hope that no one will complain anymore.

*i just hope that shizuoka's performance will go well~*

all the best people!

recipes~

i was looking through some blogs today
during lab...
and i came across this blog
tht has many many different food and deserts recipes on it.
though they are all in chinese
cause it's a taiwanese's blog,
but the photos are super cute,
super tempting already.
like this!



hahahah...
if you wanna take a look at the blog
the address is as below:
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/mitong/

have a sweet sweet night people!

お休み!

mission acomplished.

hahahaha...
like i blogged earlier on in the day,
i had some choreo-ing to do.

though i did not manage to choreo 8 sets,
i managed to finish the intro part.
which is like...
4 sets?
hahahaha...

so after that taught the rest who came including elmo,
hahaha...
at least now i'll know how to teach
when it's my turn to teach this dance to the juniors.

*seriously hope they can keep up*

oh well...
someone posted on the forum
hoping we'll teach something more...
so here goes.
a leg busy choreo.

hahaha...
they dont know me,
dont know my dance style,
they die.

muawahahahahahaha
*evil laughter tone*

then followed by traditional practice...

ar...
i'm tired...

arh~~~
my back cant take it anymore.
it hurts~~~
again!!!

lecture again...(-___________________-)

hey people...
here i am in lecure now...
and ya...
boring...
hahahaha...
and so here i am blogging.
wahahahaha...

hai...
i just hope that everything i've planned for what i'll do today
will go on smoothly as planned.

seriously
if i dont get at least 8 sets of choreo out by today,
i guess my head will fall...

x_x

so...i'll just go work hard on my own somewhere in the school later after lecture...
which means,
i will not be going for origami later.
~_~ meow

GO GO TRIXY!!!
頑張ってね～！！！

これ全部も ちょう可愛いです！

was looking around at a spree site again,
and i found all these!!!

they are all so freaking cute~!
(and cheap! great bargains!)

like this bag!!!

the big one costs only $15SGD
and the slightly smaller one costs only $10SGD
whereas the other time i saw on a spree
the big one was about $30SGD
and the smaller one about $20SGD
which is like double the price!!!

or something smaller?

coin purse!!!
the longer one can even fit in a mobile!!!
and this for $10SGD.

(if it's me i rather get the bag)

or something even smaller like this?!

though i have to admit that this is kinda ex to me
about $10SGD
but where can i find something similar,
this doll doll's stuff in singapore?!

*ah! suddenly thought of it*
*why didnt i ask xiang min help me buy?!*
*sharks~!*

next is this!

little mermaid!!!
arh!!!
ok...
this IS ex.
but i dont care!
i like it!
hahahaha...
though i wont spend the money on it...
$15SGD lor...
for one small thing like this.
but...
if anyone is willing to give me for birthday...

=p

next are these...



stitch's characters' plush!!!
they're like so big lor...
and only about $20SGD each!!!

i so can imagine gerry's face if she gets one...
hahaha...
and one for ezzat!!!
=p

hahaha....

or what about this?

hahaha...
cute~~~
though once again...
kinda ex...
$10SGD it for...
but isnt it just cute~?
hahaha...

or something cheap cheap?

this mickey glove necklace for only $5SGD!!!
hahaha...
cute~!

ah~
this!!!

small small mini tigger!!!
add to my collection?!
heehee...
but then again...
$10SGD...
sian...

my tigger family not full yet...

hahaha...
but then again,
now is the time i am waiting for all my things to come in.
so before that,
i'll just see see here,
see see there.
hahahaha...

by the way,
the link to this spree is as below:
http://wishing.under.sky.blog.163.com/blog/static/743728182008415103756842/

have a nice day people!

vesak day!

yo people!

today is a public holiday!
wahahahahah~~~
no school!!!
wahahahahaha~~~

so of course i'll work...
hahahahaha...

like...
hey!
this is the only time i can work the same number of hours
but earn more than usual okay?
and not all the time there's public holiday...

even if there is,
due to jmd,
i've seriously forgotten some public holidays
and ended up not workin on those days.
=p

so...
went to work in the morning...
i thought that it would be a busy day
howevere,
it ended up that there werent many customers.
kinda slack.
=p

usually my outlet do not have enough man power
but today is totally the opposite.

we were all too free..
we were so free that some of them just kept making balloons
zhang wei and i keeping agruing over stupid things at the back
at our station
as today zhang wei was the setter
and i was the runner
which out station is like somehow the same place?
hahahahaha...

so...
long workin today...
hahahahaha...
though it was only 4 hours...
=p

so after work,
changed,
went to sentosa to meet dann,
kim kai,
bryan,
ban theng
and joanna.

i thought gerry and ezzat would be there too...
but they did not come in the end...
again...
=(

and so,
we didnt watch the songs of the sea again...

so after spending a short time at sentosa palawan beach,
we went to shower
followed by dinner.

i had chicken rice!!!
hahahaha
yum yum~

so after dinner
we went to vivo for a little window shopping
then we went to harbour front centre's mac
for some drinks and ice cream

and when we were just sitting down,
drinkin and eatin...
ban theng said that he shouldnt have brought his mobile out
as it didnt even ring
no one called him
no one smsed him the whole day

so of course
we'll do stupid thing.
hahaha...

bryan called ban theng when he's just sitting right in front of him
then kim kai,
dann,
bryan
and i smsed him.

after reading our messages,
ban theng was kinda unhappy at kim kai
as all of us sent him those friend to friend kind of message
whereas kim kai sent him official stuff
telling him the time and venue for tomorrow's practice.
(-________-)

hahahaha...

and here's it like i said i'll do...

BAN THENG!!!! WE ALL LOVE YOU!!!!

hahahaha...

so after that,
didnt some prank calls...
=X

then all of us went home!

ahahahaha...

and...
ta da!

that's all folks!

夏の ダンスの 練習を 始めました。

今日、
夏の　ダンスの　練習を　始めました。
も一度　みんなと　
この　パフォマンスのために
一緒に　頑張るの　きもちは
すごっく　すごいです！

今の私は　ダンスは
大丈夫です。

でも、　歌えるのことは
ちょっと　だめでしょ。

この歌は　ほんと
すごっく　難しいです。

私、今　
何をしてには
ほんと知らない。

誰が　私を　助ける?

誰が　いるか？

誰も　いないのか？

some old memories

hey people,
as you can see,
i've changed my blog skin.

ya...
it's time.
moe than a year already i guess....

and as you can see,
the main page is very empty
and as i was lookin for some photos to put up,
i come across some old photos of mine.
hahaha...

look so weird.

hahaha...
but then again,
like who on earth dont have a past.
and as for me,
it's a past look.
hahahah...

here's some of my old photos...

me and my birthday present from
edmund, darren and (i forgot her name =P)
when i was in sec2.


the first better photo i took myself
using a proper digital camera
(though it's kinda off focus)


me in my first pink cap
when i was sec3.

and here is how my room used to look like...


NOTE: i did type "used to look like"

lappy cannot make it~

arh~~~
ok...
i've borrowed my dad'slappy for this sememster
as i need my lappy todo my project.

and...
arh~~~
i seriousl wanna reformat this lappy~~!!!

no space le lah!
and also,
something wrong with the lappy now.
as long as i'm using the school internet connection,
i cant have any program making a single sound,
if not,
the whole lappy will hang.
and the only solution,
is to restart manually.

arh~~~

this is bad...

daddy!!!
when are you back??!!!
this lappy seriously needs a formatting soon!!!
asap!!!

JMD 6th anniversiry over.

hey yo people,
JMD's 6th anniverisy bbq is officially over.

really thank all the people that came on saturday,
and also those that wanted to come initially
but couldnt come in the end
due to some important things.

many people that didnt come was sick
really hope that everyone will get well
and...
than we hav another BBQ!!!!
hahahahaha...

and now that anniversiry is over,
next coming up big thing
is the start of natsu practice.

haiz...
this time,
no more utata,
is now for nameme.
hahahaha
and also kimeshi,
not kiyoshi.

(the meaning of kimeshi,
i shall not post up)

heehee...

gonna end here...
take care everyone.

(^_________________^)

幸せの花

after a long time,

dann finally got my flowers!!!

though the arent real flowers,

but i'm really very happy already!!!


sorry people
please bear with my ugly photo
cause i forgot to take the photo before i shower instead
where i was still nice nice
and with make up on.

YEAH~ my flowers!!!

泣いてしました。

not as if it's like i totally do not want to help you
but why on earth
in this world
you are the only one who can do last minute thing
and i am supposed to be totally ok with it
and help you
without making a single noise?!

and i want you to help me last minute
and to me
it's just as simple as the things to ask me to do
plus it's less time consuming
you can make a million noise in the world!?

all in all in all

you will just come out with stupid answers
surrounding that one reason:
"i am your mother."

trip back in memory lane

hey there people!
today was a great day
though i was rather busy
rushin here and there all day long
but i'm very very happy
and enjoyed myself really well.

it first started out in school
where JMD had our 1st official practice with our 08 batch.
seriously,
i think that this current batch pick up very fast.
out of the whole batch of around 15 people that came
only 2 or 3 people had problem learning whatever that we taught today
be it traditional or j hip hop.
and...
yu hu~!
we have a junior that can take over juna's place for singing!
hahaha...
ok...
i feel so.
wahahahahaha.....

so...
after JMD session,
i stayed for a while to try out the dance for natsu.

arh~!
how can uncle xm choreo something like that?!
arh~!
i feel s weird~

but then again,
i dont have that much time to think about this i guess.
i just have to learn
and do it.
plus,
i think the most difficult part for me
is to learn the songs.

come on people!
like how on earth is it easy to learn a song that you get bored
and kind irritated already
just after listening to it for just 3 times?!

haiz...
i have to try...
*and keep thinking of LS being in a worst situation than me*
wahahahaha...
sorry...
but i've already admitted that
this whole natsu thing
the only person that will help me relieve stress
is LS.
why?
因为我把我的快乐
全部都建筑在他的痛苦上面！！！

wahahaha...
sorry...
=p

so after that short while,
went to shower
then rush down to bugis to meet jess, zh, ting and ling.
hahaha...
though our girls clique arent full,
and i think the chances of it being full is very slim
i really had a great time
just walking around doing window shopping
having student meal at mac
(i had happy meal though =p)
sitting down at mos for mos shake!!!
hahahahaha...

so happy....

so after that,
jess and i went to toa payoh
where jess went to dye he hair as she very bored(?)
and i went to met dear for tom yam
hahaha...
it's been so long sinced we had tom yam together
talking about the guys~ (*roll eyes*)
and ya...
i just come to realised that she really knows quite a number of my friends.
hahaha...
first, lester
second, ign
third, darz
then she found justin
then got to know alvin
followed by larry
and now she's constantly irritating ct.
hahahaha....

i really dont know how and why
neither does she

hahahaha...

so after having tom yam,
i went to ang mo kio
where we JMD always have a chat
on both important, serious stuff
and also just crap too.
practically everything under the sun.
and ya.
this is our family gathering.

hahaha...

just one day,
i got to spend time with JMD,
then poly classmates,
and my primary school friend.

although ya...
transport fee is expensive...
but there's really hardly a chance i could get to spend time with my friends
moreover natsu practice is starting soon
this 17 may.
and all my saturdays i'll be spending time in JMD
from morning till night.

really people,
thank you for being my friends.

(^_________________^)

死にたい

もし

明日

私

この世界
の中
の何所か

死にました

誰は

悲しいか。

Ti Da Por Lang.

hey there people!

4 minutes to the end of labour day.
hahahahaha

well...
i had a great day today.

first,
i went over to dann's place,
didnt do much.
just watch tv for 2 hours or so?
hahaha...

seond,
we went to orchard far east for window shopping.
ok....
not really...
i bought pumps ( again )
=p

then we went to isetan
where dann got his nike shoe bag.

haha...

nice nice...

third,
we went back to ang mo kio for a little shopping of essentials
and movie with xiang min,
ezzat,
merlion,
OZ,
daniel,
bryan,
joanna,
theam huat,
ban theng
and kim kai.

and we watched...


ta da!
iron man!
wahahahahaha...

at the start of the movie,
dann asked daniel to keep quiet
as he wanted to watch "ti lang"
and i told dann,
"it's not ti lang, it's ti da por lang."

hahahaha...

ok...
lame.

wahahaha...

and after the movie,
we went for dinner at our jmd place.
hahahaha...
and as usual,
kim kai got shot a couple of times.

=X

opps!

hahaha...
lastly we went to mac for drinks,
(well for ezzat a cheese burger)
before all of us went home.

and here i am blogging about what happened today.

and i typed,
"hey there people!
4 minutes to the end of labour day..."