Another adverisement for the month

another work by my sister on the past sunday.

Love Droplets for July.

My sis's new work...!
she just did a wedding decor and bouquet for her customer on sunday.
The wedding was held at the singapore art museum.

Love Droplets's web site http://www.lovedroplets.com/ .

a little something wrote...

Devil　が　大好きだよ。
毎日も　彼と会いたい。
これは恋ですか？
恋でしょ。
恋だよ。
彼が本と好きだ。
大好きだ。
何是が、自分も知らない。
好きな理由が、知らない。
でも、私が、
彼が本と好き
それが、私自分が知るです。
Devil、私が、
あなたが、
本とすごく大好きです。
本とに　大好き。

今ちょっと恋をします、

愛します。

愛してるよ。

ok...
hope whatever i typed above is correct,
or at least make sense....
wahaha...

movies~

a day out...

今日は本と楽しかった。
本と嬉しかった。
ありがとう、
私のDevil.

coffee for liu~(photos and videos flash.)

ok...
i'm kinda lazy to blog up the photos one by one...
(or rather five by five)
so i've decided to upload them all onto slide.com
all at once!
wahaha...

What is Your Nail Polish Personality?

Your Best Nail Polish Shades: Pinks



With a romantic heart and a sweet personality,
you exude oodles of girly charm.
You're a girl who's absolutely in love
with all things pretty and feminine,
so go ahead and lavish your nails with
sweet-as-candy pink lacquers like frosted rose
and baby pink with bits of glitter!



believe me.
it really was the quiz result of mine.
haha...
pink!

i was bored.

ok..
i'm back to that taking photo mood again...
heehee...

23July07




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cut my hair!!!

i'm back!

just now on the train back home...
yi ling and li tingwere like saying
that i've been more cheerful and guai recently.
reason: (we know, dont tell you).

come to think about it,
yes.
the old trixy that loves to laugh,
loves to smile is coming back.
that girl who just lives happily,
not being hurt by anythings.

like dear said before,
her impression of trixy
after knowing me for like...
12 years?
trixy is a girl who loves to laugh.

and yes.
i love to laugh.

i'm a person that just wants to live life to its best,
just have fun,
enjoy my days on this planet earth.

but then,
that trixy somehow slowly disappeared a couple of years back.
i may still be smiling,
laughing,
seems like a happy person,
but deep down,
there's always something for me to be sad,
worried,
unhappy about.

scary even,
sometimes i just laugh for laughing
and may not even really feel that
that something we're talking about or what
something that i would really laugh to my fullest.

ok...
even my sis may not know,
cause in front of her,
i'm always that tweet
that does not seem to be worried about things,
affected by things and stuff.
but ya...
i really hide things to myself only.
i hide alot of things.

it's just like a few years back,
i do not feel that anyone around me really loves me.
i kept it to myself,
i spent my holidays at home only,
i started listening to rock,
just,
really loner.
felt that no one needs me...
my mom...
my dad remarried,
my sis having a bf...
it's like everyone's leaving me or something...
but...
ya...
only after sometimes i let it out,
let my family know.
and...
i really got to know that they love me.

ya...
just trying to say,
i really hide things,
keep things to myself alot.
especially when it comes to my emotions.

and ya...
i can really feel that
the trixy now is really loving herself more
loving others
and definetly opening up
not keeping that much things to herself anymore.

the wounds on my heart are healing now...
the old trixy is awaking...
the old happy cheerful trixy
coming back in action.

please dont take this trixy away.

hammy~!

hey people!
just came back...
guess what...
last week one of my sis's hamster ran away...
the papa of all the other hamsters -- hammy.
so sad lor...

and i came back just now,
my mom was like telling me that she saw hammy today...
at the washing machine area.
but then...
she left it run away...
busy calling my sis for help.

and when i was just about to shower,
i heard my mom screaming away.

"ah! hamster hamster!"
"jackie! hamster hamster!"

haha...
so loud,
so sharp lor...
in the toilet also cannot take it.
(the volume should be lower)

and ya...
now hammy is safely back in its 'cage'
after one whole week without food and water.

slacking

ok...
i'm slacking right now...
in lab...
but there's no lab alright...
we finished all our labs already...

zhi hui and jess are doing the preparing the presentation slides for tomorrow...
yi ling and li ting are doing their OOAD project...
and me?
like i said...
slacking...
blogging...

haiz...
missing my devil...

bear bear~

(suddenly thought of the hachiko tako at more than words)

haha...

the black one...

wahaha...

hmm...
stomach abit pain right now...
ok...
it hurts a little before lunch...
after lunch...
a bit more...
haiz...
but i so know it isnt gastric.
wrong place.
that area...
i not sure...

*bear bear~*

still that two words:

hiding sux.

i'm weird

i dont know...
i feel i'm weird somehow...
ever sinced last night.

yvonne say that i was moody...
but i arent.
i told her i was tired,
which isnt fully correct.
i'm not sad,
i'm not moody,
i'm not emo-ing either.

i dont know why...

bear...

(dont know how to start)

dragged myself for networking this morning.
ok.
i was still late alright...
at least i got my attendance marked,
i dont want warning letter~

ok...
i was so~ sleepy alright...
dozing off.
not only during networking lor...
even lab...
but then again,
i wasnt the only one.
even ting was dozing off...

she forced herself to be wake by typing typing typing.
me?
i just wore my jacket and
sleep.
haha...
very bad i know.
but i did wake up and do work...
i didnt leave everything to her lor...

oh ya...
last night i was telling jess that if we were both late today,
which the possibility is like 99.9%,
we might meet each other the lift or something.
who knows...
when i was at the bus stop waiting for the freaking bus for a long time,
(my bus frequency is like 3-5mins)
i sms jess saying that i sure late
cause when it was around 7.50am
i was still the bus stop waiting for the stupid bus...
and guess what?
my that sms woke jess up.

hahaha...

thinking back,
it used to be the other way round.
i would be the one always late for class,
not going for lessons and etc,
(and my classmates all seriously didnt know why i never gotten a single warning letter)
and now it seems like opposite lor...
even zhi hui was later than me this morning.
(by around 1 minute)

our dear zhi hui...
the best student...

*shake head*

ok...
so tired that i slept through both of my lectures for today...
total of 2 hours.

after lecture...
lessons end liao...

dont know what to do,
went orchard walk around...
went to my favourite store!!!
haha...
many people wont know where lor...
it's so not misc-exclusive.
but i did went there alright...
closed again.
argh~

seems like whenever i go alone,
it's like always closed.
why~
why~

ok...
so went taka,
cine,
heeren,
and lastly wisma.

heeren!!!
finally i got my kanebo facial wash!!!
it's like everytime i go and buy,
always out of stock one...

ah~
i miss that peach smell~

ok...
walked passed this hair extension shop at heeren...
ah~
feel like getting hair extension...
but then it will be a waste of money lor...
i dont take care one...
not like genia...

haiz...
see how...
but come to think about it...

think again...
haiz...
never mind...

i will look even shorter with long hair lor...

went back to school,
met sok hiang,
erica
and yvonne...
ate dinner...
then practice.

like that loh...

two last words:

hiding sux.

wa wa

having a temporary pheobia of wa wa.

dont know what's wa wa?

*shake head*

i shall not tell you...

haha...

Holding my sms back

Hai...
I'm blogging right now in lecture because i just cant take it
not typing with my mobile...
i just want to sms the devil
but the angel just dont want to disturb the evil

and so...
what the angel will do is to Blog
and not sms the devil

...

what's going through my mind now...

Bear bear...
Bear bear...
Bear bear...

good girl?bad girl?

searching for that good girl within me again...

what do you dowhen you're bored in class?

here's 3 videos i took yesterday during lessons...

haha...

as you can see,
jess and i were super bored lor...

ok...

here they are.

ONE.
jess's one minute of fame.



next.
TWO.



jess didnt know that i had a camera at the front of my handphone
that's why she was kinda...
that way at the beginning of the video.

THREE.
arron and his little red thingy(s).
(the front is kinda boring though)



like i said in the video
"this is so gonna be on my blog"
just that i wasnt up yesterday
as i just couldnt turn on my computer.

=( where's wayne~? )=

hey people...
ok..
right now in lab...
suppoed to do lab alright...
but less tha half the class brought lab sheet.
oh well...
include me in that more than half.
haha...

ok...
and ya...
our lecturer not here...
a sub is here,
and now went to print lab sheets for us.
wahaha...

out of a sudden,
for the first time,
there's this serious feeling in this lab session,
this module.

oh...
where's wayne~?
haha....

now now now...

i'm bored...

there's just something weird about the class
either super high,
or super low.

i totally didnt realised eng hua came into class just now.
he was SSOOOO quiet.
usually he's like SSOOOO noisy,
SSOOOO loud.

ok...

hope eng hua dont see this.
even if he does,
hope he dont think that being loud is a bad thing or what...
*ok... maybe me typing above will then make him think that being loud is a bad thing*

haha...

ok...
i'm like super sian...
dont fell like doing lab...
but oh well...
i'm doing it,
at the same time blogging.

*how on earth can i do that?*

haha...

ok...
i do my lab...
and when i face something i dont know how to do
i blog like lots...
haha...

come to think about it...
this is like the only normal post i've posted for the past few days...
haha...

hmm...
today i also something wrong...
just now during networking lab,
i was like taking videos,
taking photos all the way...

i was thinking...
i shall take photos and videos the whole lab until my handphone battery flat.
haha...
BUT!
i did finish my lab first...
ok.....?

haha...

and ya...
in the end,
it didnt really flat though...
haha...

oh oh oh!

shall upload the video of aaron later when i get home...
haha...

ah~~~~~~!

ok...
dont know what to blog about already...
shall end here.

see you people~!

the last morning...

folk songs are nice...

haha...

no more emo-ing...

smile...

(^_________^)

thinking...

just read your blog...
i dont know why...
i feel sad.
it feels as if there's just a force
that's constantly on my heart...
it hurts.




are you really ok?




are we really ok?

I'll be waiting...

I will be there waiting until the whole concert ends.

hurt

i dont know why...
i dont know what you mean.
no matter what
it makes me feel sad
hurt
and makes me want to cry.
i feel like something unwanted,
no longer important
being left in a corner
or even
being thrown away.

sometimes i just really want to tell the world

but i cant
and dont have the right

opening up
and now
i just feel like closing back

i dont know how much i like you.
i dont know how much i know you.
liking i do not know how to measure.
knowing i've just began that journey.

whenever i've done something you dont like
or not done something that cause you to be unhappy
please tell me
dont leave me hanging there like a stupid helpless target
waiting to be shot again and again,
hitting it's bull's eye every single time

worried...

why?
what happened?
what is it about?
is it ok to tell me?

i'm worried...

emo-ing no more

i'm no longer emo.
but if you get emo...
so will i.

thinking thinking thinking...

smile smile smile...

no more emo-ing...

both you and i...

(whatever above seems a little stupid)

haha...

dont know what am i typing...

lolx

Some thoughts...

When i'm with you...
like i said,
i feel secure,
i feel safe.
It's not because that you always give people around the fear thingy,
but i feel that
no matter what
I'll always have you beside me,
always there for me.

still a little emo.

曲名：勇气 歌手：梁静茹 专辑：勇气

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉
你放在我手心里
你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你
emo today again...

you may ask me why?
emo for what...?

it's just what you said.
not to like you and stuff...

but i like you,
i like you.
unless there's a super duper ultra valid reason
for me to not like you,
i'll like you.

you may be that Devil,
always evil,
but i still like you.

you may bite me anytime,
kill me anytime,
but i will always still be there to be tortured.

ok.
but THAT IS SO NOT A REASON TO BULLY ME.
NOR BITE ME.
NOR KILL ME.

i just like you.

i may not like you the same,
or more,
but this feeling of mine towards you
is still there,
increasing no matter what.

please...
dont ask me not to like you,
cause i dont know how.

sad. cryz.

it started out with Devil and his evil doing...
then i recalled my childhood memories which are painful...
lastly my mom spoilt my one and only cd player
that had been with my for the 6-7 years.

cryz~

What i like about you - Everlife

What i like about you
You really hold me tight
You tell me i'm the only one
"You make everything alright"
Keep on whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna hear
'Cause it's true.
That's what I like about you.

What I like about you,
You really know how to dance
You go up, down, jump around
Think about true romance
Keep on whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna hear
'Cause it's true.
That's what I like about you.

What i like about you
You really hold me tight
Never wanna let you go
You make everything alright
Keep on whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna hear
'Cause it's true.
That's what I like about you

Dance with the Devil

Mika Nakashima's song,
Dance with the Devil.

it's nice...
but i cant find it to put on my blog...
shall upload myself,
but not now.

that's all.

DANCE WITH THE DEVIL
作詞: 中島美嘉 作曲: 岡野泰也

欲しい物が有るときだけ
媚びへつらう　大人達
言うだけなら簡単ね
愛と平和
キレイゴト
弱い犬は　皆よく吠えるわ
Sit down
壊れてゆく
貧しい心をみて笑っている
正しいもの
全てを疑った時　出会えるの
隠してた　赤い月の夜
洗礼を受け　OH　捧げるわ

※Dance with the DEVIL Please
視線を
浴びる程強く
燃え上がるわ
Oh drug in the music So
楽しむ
勇気もないなら
消えたらどう?
グッバイルーザー※

体中が　あいつを覚えて疼く
なんてザマ
針の先が　飛んでくる
快楽までの　ご招待
何を得て
何を犠牲に?
そんな事なら
後で解るわ

△Dance with the DEVIL Please
悲惨ね
神に頼るだけで
諦めてる
Oh drug in the music So
まだまだ
止められないのよ
目障りね
グッバイルーザー△

耳元で　囁くの
『I LOVE YOU SO MUCH』
軽い愛
脳に焼き付く
甘い言葉で
深く落ちてゆく

(※くり返し)
(△くり返し)


i've fallen into the trap of a Devil.

BEWARE!

help~!

dont bite me~!

ah~!

that's all for today.

err.... time.

hey people out here!
(trying to change the starting again)

this morning,
i went to see the doctor...
for my stupid back.
haiz...
i'm not sure if i've ever blogged about my back before in the past few years...
especially when i was secondary 3....
like...
3-4 years ago?
during drill competition then...
i also dont know how on earth did i injured my back...
and after these few years...
my back problem came back like a month or more ago?

finally...
i went to see a proper doctor.

and ya...
i didnt go for lessons today.
wahaha...
*i'm like thinking about my networking thingy...*

so after that...
had early lunch at mac...
and because it was so early...
i really took my own sweet time to finish my food.

after early lunch...
at 12nn...
went to lt1 at block s...
got rehearsal for the exchange program performance...
tried very hard to help tie sok hiang and fook yu's hair for them.
just only then i realised...
all those hairstyles i do ar...
all those girl girl one...

*ar... i no longer have the picture of the hairdo i did for dear liao*

haiz...
that was like the best hairstyle i ever did.
love that.
that was like so pretty...

ar!!!
why my VS2 die...

anyway...
back to the main point.

so...
ok...
performance...

*shake head*

there's this part which i didnt know why on earth i cant lift my leg up.
and another part,
like why on earth did my leg move 1/2 beat faster.

haiz...

ok...
it's over.

natsu shall be better!!!
roar~

after performance...
went to the interaction session for the students from shizuoka and the participants.
ok.
we're not.
ok lor...
i go see shuai ge...

oh ya oh ya!!!
i saw this person that was SO like darren lah...
no photo...
too bad.
but seriously lah...
small eyes...
fair fair one...
that forever expression face...
thin thin one...

only one thing.
i didnt stand beside him to see if he's as tall.

haiz...

ign...
alvin...
can go shizuoka find another darz already lor...

ok...
we jmd people tried jumping the skipping rope together.
ok!
i got hit in the face and my leg!
that seriously hurt!

after that i didnt play...
watch them play...

seriously lah...
danny 走火入魔 already...
everthing all "5 6 7 8" one lor...
*shake head*
haiz...

after the whole thingy...
went for dinner...
as there isnt practice today.

haha...

walk around town around...
saw this nice nike cap...
but...
neh...
too expensive.
i've set my limit for caps as my fila cap price already.
that's like very expensive to me already...
anything above that?
forget it!

ok...
i guess that's all.

arh~
i thought of the esprit shirt jess was telling me it's on sales...
"I Love Dancing" shirt!!!!

ok...
still under consideration...

good night people~!

green day again?

Lonely... I am so lonely...

Hey people...
In class,
in lecture right now...
I lonely...
due to our morning lesson being cancelled,
at 12 is our break...
My class decided to come only after break
at 1pm.
Sian...
Now in lecture there's only 3 people from my class.
*Cryz*
Hai...
I guess i shall find a corner and emo later during break
like that...
alone...
who on earth will want to eat sia...
Ok...
Ending here...

See you people...
For now...

awake for nothing...

hey yo!

as you can see the time posted for this post is like 7.39am.

like why on earth will i be online at this time on a regular tuesday morning?

it's because my 9am lesson is cancelled,
and i freaking totally have no idea why on earth do i wake up at 7.30am automatically.

weird...
i shall try to go back to sleep...

if possible...

related to my msn nick.

all i want to say is...
if you havent quite realised...

i like you too...

world's day! or is it earth's day?

ok people...
this post shall be one of those few posts
that i actually put the photos taken on the day itself
together with the post about the day.

haha...

ok...
so like all saturdays...
we have morning jog.
however,
it was raining in the morning.
which equals to --
no morning jog.

got to learn the different steps for err time from sok hiang during that time then.
feels weird~
i guess i'm just not used to it.

jmd~
we got to learn how to tie obi.
guys learn guys',
girls learn girls'.
haha...

below is a photo of our 06, 07 batch with fidel.




haha...
out of a sudden
our peace club recuited alot of members.

haha...

hey hey hey~ !

anyone wanting to go on sliming?
there's no need for it.

u can achieve a small waist in less than 2 mins.
(maybe even less than 1 min)

just call,
1800 - OBI - DANN(Y).



so remember.
it's 1800 - OBI - DANN(Y).

*haha...*

ok...
for my obi,
gerry and sok hiang helped me with it.

so next,
sok hiang's turn!





as you can see...
it was gerry and my turn to help sok hiang with it.

i seriously dont know why...

we started a disney thingy after tying for sok hiang.
singing singing singing~

haha...

ok...
so after jmd...
i got to go shower as i wont be staying for natsu practice.

family day!
movie!
wahaha...

so rush to shower...
joined the singing session for awhile...
oh ya...
i forgot to say the title of the song i sang before singing.

it's perfectly.

haha...


ok...
so i went to cine to meet jess after that.

cookies~
subway cookies~
wahaha...

saw a 'jacket' that i like...
BUT!
i shall not buy...
hardly get to wear anyway...
although i didnt even ask for the price of it.
haha...

so ya...
like i was saying...
movie...

tada~
transformers!



haha...
super cool show...!
mostly throughout the movie i was like telling myself

“すごい。。。”

haha...

love the little girl!
"are you the tooth fairy?"
so cute~
i was like...

“可愛い。。。”

haha...

ok...
rewind abit...

before the movie,
jess and i were like high about taking photos...
first with her natural effected camera,
then my handphone.

ok...
shall upload those from her camera another as i'm not using the computer
with those files right now.









ok...
i did leave out some photos still...
haha...

we were like keep taking photos
until my dad cannot take it.
"eat your hotdogs ok?"
"later then take photo."

haha...

so ya.
after movie.

jess and i went for the cos fest thingy at taka.
ok...
i guess it was somehow a little late already...
nothing much.

but we DID catch o school's performance.
haha...
didnt know there is...
if i not sure leave some battery in my stupid phone to video down.
haha...

next,
met eugenia...
that girl...
go shopping with her sister also can get seperated.

ok...
so jess met up her fb friends,
eugenia...
i dont know...
haha...
as for me,
i met up with gerry sokhiang and the rest...
went cos fest again for me...

ok.
we were weird,
too into natsu already.
erica actually wanted to dance err time to the salsa song.

haa...
as for gerry and i,
we were only rippling at one side.
haha...

(they didnt really dance err time)

ok...
next i seriously dont remember
how on earth did we want to get a green shirt together.

oh well...
so we went to giordano together...
seriously,
we did get ourselves a green shirt each.

(i think ezzat was shocked?)

as for what happened next...
you may find your answer in the following 2 photos.




haha...
ok...
i know myself that what we did was super funny.
even some passerbys were laughing at us.

haha...

next we went to long john at cine...

it was so funny when a couple came in...
and the guy was like wearing the exact same shirt as all of us.
i saw his eyes.
he was like looking at lue song for some time...

*oh my! 7 people with the exact same shirt as me!*

haha...

next we went to take neoprint.
world's day's neoprint!!!
wahaha...
with danny, shu herng and fidel.



haha...
i dont know why.
the green just doesnt show on that machine.
hmm...

so after that...
we went to burger king...
just to chit chat...
do stupid things
that even the person beside
were wandering like what on earth were we doing.

haha...
here are more photos!

presenting the shreks!!!




green danny (daddy) and his little shreks!






and we all got our shirt from giordano!!!




lastly...
there's this complicated relation story starting...
not going to blog about it...
it's so too complicated...