hurt

i dont know why...
i dont know what you mean.
no matter what
it makes me feel sad
hurt
and makes me want to cry.
i feel like something unwanted,
no longer important
being left in a corner
or even
being thrown away.

sometimes i just really want to tell the world

but i cant
and dont have the right

opening up
and now
i just feel like closing back

i dont know how much i like you.
i dont know how much i know you.
liking i do not know how to measure.
knowing i've just began that journey.

whenever i've done something you dont like
or not done something that cause you to be unhappy
please tell me
dont leave me hanging there like a stupid helpless target
waiting to be shot again and again,
hitting it's bull's eye every single time