E.L.O - Don't Walk Away

Why do I say, don't walk away
You'll be the way you were before,
when you don't want me anymore

Don't turn around, don't ever leave,
a lonely room where empty days
Are gathering to meet me when you're gone, gone
How in the world will I go on

(Don't walk away) all you gotta do is stay
(Don't walk away) all you gotta do is stay (don't walk away)

Chorus:
Don't walk away (don't walk away),
don't say goodbye (don't say goodbye)
Don't turn around (don't turn around),
don't let it die (don't let it die)
When shadows fall (when shadows fall),
when day is done (when day is done)
All through the night (all through the night),
all of my life (all of my life)
Don't walk away

Is it a dream, when will it end
When everything we've ever known has ended and I'm all alone

Where will I go, where will I be,
the feelings that I've never shown
Maybe I'll find the answer when you're gone, gone
How in the world will I go on

(Don't walk away) all you gotta do is stay
(Don't walk away) all you gotta do is stay (don't walk away)

toycon rah~

yo!
this morning i met dann at the mrt station
and went to his house
and watch doraemon together
hahaha...
then at that point of time
dann was chatting with xiang min
and he used my name to ask xiang min to watch too
hahaha...
oh well...
that was only the start
but later on
i did 'ask' xiang min to watch too lah...
wahahahaha...

so after watching doraemon
we prepare our stuff
then we went down to suntec for toycon

saw a couple of cosplayers only
as we went down quite early
and...
rah~
saw that stupid idiot freaking horrible doll!
argh~
and it was like placed beside the cute cute germlin lor...
what the greatly chocolate~
saw eileen and 'sara' there...
as expected,
they'll be cosplaying lor...
hahaha...
eileen is like so pretty lor...
but then again...
always see see cosplay stuff...
really feel like cosplaying too...
haha....
just once enough liao...
just for the fun of it.
hahaha...

anyway...
saw alot of gundam stuff...
to me,
they're cute.
hahaha...
and tofu!!!
wahahaha...

then xiang min came and join us...
when we pass by one booth
where there was the big predator standing outside...
i was kinda scared...
hahaha...
because of all the mask and etc...
i kept saying "妖怪，妖怪，妖怪..."
hahaha...
kinda think of it...
i am kinda silly...
wahahaha...

so after 妖怪ing away,
oz popped up out of no where...
hahahaha...
in front of the jappy doll booth
hahaha...

so...
soon...
that's all already...
but before we left
i asked dann to take a photo of the gremlin we saw just now
as he didnt take before that
but when he went back to take the photo
that stupid idiot freaking horrible doll isnt there anymore...
seriously...
HOW CAN THOSE PEOPLE BUY THAT
STUPID IDIOT FREAKING HORRIBLE DOLL!!!
ARE THOSE PEOPLE OUT OF THEIR MIND???!!!
WHAT SO NICE TO KEEP THAT
STUPID IDIOT FREAKING HORRIBLE DOLL,
AT HOME???!!!
CRAZY!!!

anyway...
so after that,
oz continue to await for his 仙女
hahaha...
(dann say one)
while dann, xiang min and i went for lunch

we went to the food court
and all of us had curry
from the same stall...
hahaha...
nice nice...
stall name:
ipoh hor fan
what we had:
chicken chop curry hor fan
pork chop curry hor fan
curry fish with rice

hahahaha...
then when we're almost done
jaeson came to join us
then we all went to mac for coke
while jae had his McHarden
hahaha...

hahaha...
and for that few hours sitting there
i kept thinkning of wanting to eat crepe
hahaha...
so after oz came joined us after meeting his 仙女
sat down till 5.15pm
then we all went to accompany me buy my crepe
i had mango strawberry with strawberry ice cream crepe
then we went to hvm
to get xiang min's leather pouch for his iTouch

and on our way to hvm,
we met gerry, ezzat and fook yu on the way
and you could really see very excited ezzat was about the BBoy and Ballerina
and they told us about vicky's reaction after stepping out of the theater
hahaha...
she was trying her best to do popping
hahaha...
though i didnt go and watch in the end
i am still very happy very everyone else that went
hope that this performances would boost everyone
in their dance and etc
now...
i guess i'll just save up for ballet under the stars...
hahaha...
havent buy ticket yet...
hahaha...
as for this BBoy and Ballerina...
i just hope that they're have it again
next year,
or another time
(when i have the money to watch)
hahahaha...

so after getting xiang min's pouch
we all went home
and i went to dann's house again...
hahaha...
we had dinner together while watching narnia
like we had planned weeks ago
but then again...
i fell asleep while watching
=p

so by the time i woke up,
all i saw was credits...
hahah...
then took out my lappy
and started doing my research for my project...
argh~
so hard to find what i need sia~
seriously hope that whatever i found is useful

oh welll
as a whole
today was fun
and i seriously enjoy my crepe!!!!!!!!
hahaha...
make me wanna eat more...
die liao...
完了...
not enough money to eat how?
yum yum~

good night everyone!
お休み！

oh ya...
xiang min just gave me a new nick name:
ウタタ　ナメメ

many many things~

haiz...
out of a sudden,
i just have this feeling that alot of things are happening,
alot of things to do,
alot of things to settle.
but actually i've always know all the things i need to do
my projects on hand,
my projects coming up,
the performances coming up,
the choreo that i still owe jmd,
things we have to settle here and there,
etc etc etc...

haiz...

lost,
ナメメ。

Doll Doll ナメメ

back into the new memories

yo people!
today i went back with jin to kcp...
hahaha...
our teachers would ask us
"why are you here?"
hahaha...
well...
jas will say that we're here to see her,
jin will change her answer everytime
(lol)
and i will say we're there for 菜饭
hahaha...
ok...
maybe just me...

i seriously missed uncle's rice lor...
the chicken,
chicken chop,
curry chicken
and glass noodles...
but sadly,
though today is a friday,
there isnt any glass noodles when we're there
and i forgot to buy my chicken chop when we're leaving...
=(

oh well...
still,
the rice and all are super nice!
uncle and auntie are still as nice as usual...
and another sad thing is that they will be preparing the food
for this year's navcamp.
and what?
i cant go!!!
argh~
stupid.

so below is my lunch of the day!


hahaha...
before we went for lunch,
we went to chapel with everyone.
(hmm.... sinced when chapel on friday sia~)

hahaha...
for once,
i kinda like to be at chapel.
not that i used to hate it,
but it's just a different feeling...
singing the benediction again...
ah~~~
all my memories coming back...
so sad...
i should have brought my tie.
hahaha...

so after lunch,
first we dropped by art studio.
and as usual,
i'll pop my head beside the door
and shout
"miss quek!!!"
hahaha...
i guess the one place i miss most in kcp
is the art studio.
and always
whenever i go back kcp
the one teacher i must see is defintely miss quek.
she's still as lame as usual,
still having her mushroom head hair
and also the way she speak.
hahaha...
really miss her...
sadly mrs gn is no longer teaching at kcp...
=(
the last time i saw her was last year or the year before i guess...
cant really remember...

so after that,
jas brought us around the school,
showing us the new facilities in the school

they're having a dance studio
opening on the 4th july


a display room for all D&T and art students to display their work


and also a recording studio...
(pic supposing here)

like...
what the greatly chocolate lor~
we pay the same amount of school fees last time
and he dont have such stuff!

jealous~
hahaha...

but i'm really happy still...
i cant explain why
but i just kinda realised how much i love kcp actually...

so after that
jin and i went for a little walk around J8
and we both got a fox tank top
hahaha...
i got the brazil and jin got the england one...
hahaha...

really really happy...

and today dann went for his interview
seems good
really hope that he'll get this job
i can really see his eyes shine
*bling~*
hahaha...
頑張ってね!
heehee...

another sad ending~

hey people~
just finished watching 絶対彼氏
hai...
why~?
though the ending is slightly different from the comic
but why is it still
that ナイト has to die
(or rather stop functioning)

why~~~???
cant they just have a happy ending?

why~~~???

i like ナイト！！！
and i also dont want もこみち to die~~~
meow~

but as a whole
i still like this drama.
and just like i said before
it's one of my favourite comic.

end of suntec performance

hey people!
just came back home from cityhall
after the performance at suntec.

it's been quite a hard time ba...
due to the constant change of stage size and venue stuff...
everything is like only fully confirmed today
at the point of time when we reached there itself...

below is a short clip
of what happened during our check before performance.



hahaha...
did some last minute changes here and there...
and when the real thing was here
i seriously made alot of mistakes for matsuri...
and i kinda lian lei zhi sen...
sorry zhi sen...
i could feel his worriness behind me just now...
=p

oh well...
it's all over
and i happy
yet upset about it too...

so after performance...
WE HAD KFC FOR LATE DINNER!!!
hahahaha...

i've been wanting to eat it sinced monday lah...

hahaha...
oh ya!
and now i can eat the merci chocolate
that my sis return me...
(cause she ate like half of my big box of merci)
(zhi hui gave me for birthday present 2 years ago)
hahaha...
but i guess she'll need to buy another one again...
cause she ate like one quarter already?

oh well...
so my dad came back from hokkaido yesterday
and he got me the stuff as below!



the 2 bags for my sis and i to share
chewing gums
box of jap curry
(i notice my dad will always buy me curry)
(whenever he goes japan)
and canned fish!

hahaha...
and also chocolate which is not in the photo
as it's not from hokkaido...
hahahaha...

oh well...
that's all...

oh ya!
noticed that my number if visitors per day has been increasing
so i shall make an advertisment now
hahaha...
do support sakuran japanese cultural club's up coming event
the cosplay event on the 16th of july.
tickets will be given out...
i forgot when...
so please check out the posters around the school
for more information.
limited seats only!

good night people!

(count down to my last wait and see performance for cosplay event)

Happy Birthday JoJo

yo people!
hahaha...
first i wanna say
that i'm proberly the most ku tu person in this world ba?
but then again...
there are still people out there
same as me...
so...
i'm not that ku tu after all..
hahaha...
and why?

monday when i left my house in morning,
then only i got realised that i've been studying the wrong module
for that day's paper.
hahaha...
ku tu right?
but fortunately i was meeting dann for breakfast in school
and my paper was at 4.30pm that day...
so...
i still had time to study.

sat at the brench near clubroom
for like 4 hours studying...
really lor...
when i finally went for my paper
and sat down,
i could feel the pain on my butt.
hahahaha...

anyway...
back to yesterday...

so went to school...
supposed to watch superhero movie with dann
but in the end we got to realised that his cd drive aint working...
something wrong...

so we ended up not watching
and playing uno...

what the greatly chocolate lah....
i only won twice,
the first and last game.
the rest,
(i forgot how many rounds)
i lost them all.
what the greatly chocolate~

so met up with sok hiang later on for the choreo stuff...
ok...
not really sok hiang only...
so discussed about performers for shizuoka...
seriously...
everything's very rush
and there seriously isnt much time left
shizuoka is like...
2 weeks later?
seriously...
though i kinda agree with dann
that maybe we should fail once
then only we'll get back up again...
but at this time,
if we fail,
sok hiang may collapse too...

anyway...
happy stuff!

Happy 18th Birthday Jo Jo!!!




May all your wishes come true~

zzz study zzz

hey people...
hahaha...
today i spent my day at home...
hahaha...
it's been a long time sinced i spent a whole sunday at home
and the best part of it
i was all alone.
my mom wasnt here
so my ears finally had some peace for a day.
and right now,
my mom aint back yet,
so this peacefullness will continue
for another half an hour or so ba...

so i spent my day at home...
first i watched tv when i woke up.
DORAEMON!!!
heehee...
but kinda feels weird without dann...
sunday morning...
watching doraemon...
but dont have dann beside me...
meow~

then i flipped channel,
watched hana kimi...
then the concert i missed last night,
hannah montana and miley cryus:
best of both worlds concert in 3D.
so cool lor...
until now i still dont understand
how can just that simple 2 lines
and a 2 different coloured goggles
make something 2D to 3D?!
hahaha...
and seriously...
it just feels like you're in the US
watching the concert yourself!
especially when the drummer throws his drum sticks,
the falling ribbons
and falling small pieces of papers from the ceilling
at the end of the concert.
hahaha...
and at a few point of times
it really feels like there's people's hand raised up high
and you (or me) and asian there
shorter than the rest
can only see all their hands waving around
blocking my view.
hahahaha...

for after that...
studying...
sian lor...
open source...
roar~
kill me!
i just totally hate anything freaking thing
that has to do with SQL.
roarz...

and of course...
ask me study for one whole freaking day?
IM-PO-SSI-BLE!!!
hahaha...
of course i did watch tv...
and surf the net...

hahaha...
so last night i took out my 海豚湾恋人 vcd out...
so as i was studying...
just left it on...
then when i'm really bored
then i surf the net
then go back to SQL~~~

and guess what?
i got so freaking bored
i fell asleep.

=p

and i only woke up like...
2 hours ago?

hahahaha....

and i thought i missed narnia
in the end,
the movie showing tonight was jurassi park.

hahaha...
so that means that i wouldnt have to watch it alone...
heehee...
meow~

have a good night people!
and all the best to everyone having paper tomorrow
including me!
heehee...
see you people!

doll me up

Hey people...
so happy the postman just came...
and has delivered me the cosmetics i bought...
There's my gel eyeliner which i wanted to get one for months already...
lip gloss...
which i wanted to get sinced last year i guess...
(or even longer)
and my eye shadow...
hopefully this will stand out more
than those i have now...

okay...
that's all for now...
(^_____________^)

もう、Tomboyではありません。

yo people...
hahaha...
back...
cause there's more to extract...

like to lyrics in namie's new look,
「短い髪は　Tomboy」

今の私もう　Tomboyではありません。
短いの髪もう　ありません。

そうでしょね～

bored...

yo people!
blogging up a short post now
while waiting for the stupid file to be extracted.

right now in school with daniel...
(not that scary daniel...)
=X
(opps! nobody tells him okay?)
(i dont wanna be hit in my head)

so anyway..
daniel's helping me with my installation of program now...
and hopefully i'll be able to complete my projects on hand
as soon as possible...

and i'm so happy!!!
why?
cause today is the last day of my boy boy's reservice!!!
and i get to see him after 2 whole days without my boy boy!!!
hahaha...
and the best thing...
him in his uniform!!!
wahahahah!!!

okay...
extract finish already.
back to work!

(^___________________^)Y nia~!

i hate lizards

may all lizards rest in peace please.

dont come running out so freaking near to a human
especially towards the pockets of their clothes.

thank you.

ハッピ、ハッピの日

Uncle Xiang Min!!!

誕生日おめでとう！！！

first flower arrangements

Which one do you like?

The 35 Do Nots.

All of these, i will try my best not to do.

01. Emo
02. Cry
03. Wine(Dont know how to spell)
04. Skip Lessons
05. La Ta
06. Dirty
07. Beat him
08. Make a scene
09. Throw tantrum
10. Talk Trixy language
11. Be irresponsible
12. Be violent
13. Hunch
14. Do stupid things
15. Hurt myself on purpose
16. Step on his white shoes
17. Dirty any of his things
18. Drop any electronic gadgets
19. Call him his nick name i gave in public
20. Keep asking questions over and over again
22. Not think before speaking
23. Not think of consequences
24. Not tell him when i'm not feeling well
25. Think that i'm not important to him/anyone
26. Not sms when i reach home
27. Not let him know where am i
28. Always wear boy boy
29. Scratch him with my nails
30. Do things that will injure him
31. Not know how to protect myself
32. Make simple things complicated
33. Buy him couple stuff
34. Doubt him
35. Doubt myself

the 11am view

the 10am view

the 9am view.

my precious food

and 3 sips of coke.

GIVE ME BACK MY MUTTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT MY MUTTON! MUTTON MUTTON MUTTON! I WANT MY MUTTON! ARGH! I WANT MY MUTTON BACK! THE BEST PART OF MY LONELY LUNCH! MY MUTTON! I WANT BACK MY MUTTON! THE TENDER TASTY MUTTON! WHERE IS MY MUTTON! IN THE RUBBISH BIN! WHY?! CAUSE SOMEONE STEPPED ON MY FOOD! ALL THE MUTTON I'VE LEFT TO EAT, SOMEONE STEPPED ON IT! AND WHAT? THERE GOES ALL MY MUTTON! MY DEAR LUNCH! HALF OF WHAT HE STEPPED ON WAS MY MUTTON! ALL THE LOVELY MUTTON! THAT WERE SUPPOSED TO ENTER MY STOMACH BEFORE I GO FOR LESSON! AND THERE ARE ALL GONE, WASTED, BEING THROWN INTO THE RUBBISH BIN BECAUSE SOMEONE STEPPED ON IT! THUS CAUSE ME TO BE UNABLE TO EAT THEM! ALL THOSE LOVELY TENDER TASTY MUTTON HAD TO BE THROWN AWAY ALL THANKS TO THAT WONDERFUL PERSON! MY MUTTON! BAA BAA MUTTON! MY MUTTON! MUTTON MUTTON MUTTON! I WANT MY MUTTON BACK! NOT ANY OTHER MUTTON BUT THOSE! BUT THEY CANT COME BACK CLEAN! MUTTON! I LOVE THEM, AND I WANT TO EAT THEM! ALL THE LOVELY TENDER TASTY MUTTON! ARGH! WHERE IS MY MUTTON! WHERE IS MY MUTTON!

Probably the reason to why.

I just realised,
that i really missed art.

geocery shopping!!!

hahahaha...
hey people...
i just came back from work not long ago.
it was a busy day...
with weird weather the whole day.

first,
was when i wanted to go to school.
my house area was like raining like cats and dogs,
i couldnt even see clearly that my bus was coming.
ya.
it was that bad.
however,
when i alighted from my destinated mrt station,
i noticed that the floor was like...
dry?!

ok.
never mind.

then when i was about to leave school for work,
the rain came falling down again.
and this time when i reached my work place area,
the floor was dry.
it's like so weird...

so work...
busy day...
that's the thing about school holidays...
haiz...

so...
work ended.
and i was kinda hungry,
so i've decided to go to shop and save
to get a can of pumpkin soup.
and...
i ended up geocery shopping.
wahahaha...
it's been a long time...

hahahaha..

so from one can of pumpkin soup,
i ended up buying -

1 can heinz creamy pumpkin soup
1 can heinz mushroom soup
1 can heinz corn and pasley soup
1 packet korean shrimp instant noodles
2 bowls koka hor fan instant bowl noodles
1 pack fruit tree blackcurent aloe vera juice
1 watermelon flavour lollipop

and guess what?
i finshed that can of pumpkin soup
while waiting for my lappy to start up.

wahahaha...
and i'm still kinda hungry...
so...
what should i eat~~~?

Ready, Get set, Don't go...

hey people,
here's a nice song to share with everyone.
i got to know this song through the disney series,
hannah montana.
i feel that it's a very sweet,
sad song.

in that episode of hannah montana,
hannah,
the daughter,
wanted to perform in the concert
in another state.
however,
billy,
her father,
would let her go alone,
as he was injured.
however,
in the end he had decided to let her daughter try,
to be independent,
and go to the concert alone with her bodyguard.

this is the song he wrote for her,
during the few days of thoughts...



Download the original version
Right-Click and Save Target As...

Artist: Billy Ray Cyrus
Title: Ready Set Don't Go

Lyrics:

She's gotta do what she's gotta do
And I've gotta like it or not
She's got dreams too big for this town
And she needs to give 'em a shot
Whatever they are

Looks like she's all ready to leave
Nothing left to pack
There ain't no room for me in that car
Even if she asked me to tag along
God I gotta be strong

(chorus)
She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that open road
Baby get ready
Get set
Don't go


She says things are fallen into place
Feels like they're fallen apart
I painted this big ol' smile on my face
To hide my broken heart
If only she knew
This is where I don't say what I want so bad to say
This is where I want to but I won't get in the way
Of her and her dreams
And spreadin' her wings


She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that open road
Baby get ready
Get set
Don't go


She's at the startin' line of the rest of her life
As ready as she's ever been
Got the hunger and the stars in her eyes
The prize is hers to win
She's waitin' on my blessings before she hits that open road
Baby get ready
Get set
Please Don't go

Don't go
Don't go
She's gotta do what she's gotta do
She's gotta do what she's gotta do


Here's the video of miley and billy singing the duet version.
Enjoy people!