i'm weird

had been easily emo-ed for the past 2 weeks,
ever sinced school reopened.
and now,
i'm still easily emo-ed.

i dont know why...

come to think about it,
it started the weekend before school reopen i gues...
around there...

maybe...
it's just me,
getting over the whole holiday thing,
not having that amount of time for people around me
causing me to leave people out
which i know
i cant spend time everyday with the people i want
and even the amount of time each day with the people
or person i meet even.

everyday,
i'm just rushing around places.

just like what i told jinshan...
even eugenia who complained to me that she doesnt have time to rest.

like...
people...

mon,
i'm havin lessons from morning to evening.
followed by personal time.

tue,
also lessons from morning but to night.
then home...
or maybe practice for performance.

wed.
2 hour lessons
followed by lunch
or performance.

rest 2-3 hours
them jmd practice
from evening to night.

thurs.
morning lessons to evening.
then either i rush to work
or personal time.

fri.
3 hours lessons,
then rush to work
from noon to night.

sat.
jmd from morning
ardorythmatics from afternoon to evening.
dinner with jmd-ians till night
then "bonding session"...
by the time i reached home,
it's almot midnight.

sun.
either i spend my whole day with my dad,
or whole day out with my personal time.

so...
ya...

though school has only began for 2 weeks,
currently 3rd week,
i'm already having this thought
"i really wanna spend one sunday at home,"
" just sleep till i wake up on my own."

haiz...
i'm tired...