numb

ok...
i have been wantin to go for a jog for many days le...
so...
today...
woke up at ard 12nn...
get changed and went for a jog lor...
although i din jog for long...
jog for far...
but at least i get some excerise...
get some oxygen...
make me feel jus a little happy...
ok..
maybe not happy...
jus less fustrated...
argh.
but den again...
not much help as compared to watchin bball...
jog passed south...
saw a empty bball court...
hmm...
too bad i din bring my bball out...
if not i go play awhile also shuang ar...
hehe...
came back...
cooked early dinner for myself...
stay infront of the com...
infront of the tv the whole day lor...
haiz...
seriously...
if tis carries on...
i think i'm really goin to get crazy someday...
become a very horrible person...
really...
really considering whether should i move or not...
haiz...
but den if i move...
i may have to quit my job...
travel a long distance to sch...
cant travel to places easily...
most importantly...
cant see da tt often...
haiz...
wat should i do leh...
really...
i feel like crying...
jus cry everything out...
but i dun kno why...
whenever tears come to my eyes,
they jus refused to drop out...