today... forgetful lehz me...
first is my hp... i forgot the bring it to sch...
den it's the cd and magazine i promise to lend xin yi...
next i forgot to bring the vcd i pormise to lend ee ling...
followed by gb stuff...
haiz... wat happened to me!!!???
today... i saw the bball keychain tt i gave da on his bag... hee... first time seeing him bring sling bag lehz..
last week... i told myself tt no matter wad... i must work things out wif da by tis week, tis term... ask him how he really feels... den... no chance...
today... i wanted to ask but den it's either there is ppl surroundin or jus... jus cannot lah... and there goes... he went home...
AAHHH!!! i didnt ask him!!! sick...!

*rain|n*

today... cross country... see ppl runnin... heehee... i didnt run... haha... askin ppl to run faster whenever anyone passes by... saying e best thing said last yr... some even run until they puked! some also run until they fall down...
one sec 2 ar... hao jian za oh... wear the shoes got the roller one.. roll all the way down... jian man...
after cross country... went back to mcs wif jin and jie... haha... we went at the correct time man... it is creative and fun day today... haha... ate mee siam... not bad... the taste didnt change...
the funny thing is when we went to the toilet... they was thinkin outside the toilet... is tt the toilet? why no door one...
haha...
den only rememberin tt tt is a girls' sch... they den now wat really is e case... haha... funny man... went in the toilet they both was still like funni funny one... not used to a toilet without any door... haha... funny...
how i wish i can go back to mcs... have all the fun they are havin now... it's like so fun...
even jin was like... girls' sch so fun... haha...
hey ppl... GIRLS' SCH ROX MAN!

*rain|n*

haha... blog twice... haha... forgot tt something veri 'exciting' happened.. haha... i got angry the veri first time in 3 joy class tis yr!
*shocked!
actually me too... heehee...
tt jun hong snatched my chocolate tt ms siu gave me... den galaxy add into the fun... tt gala ar.... shun man! i pull him on his collar from the back in a little bit only lehz... he fall backwards lor... shun! haha... the funny thing is tt after me getting angry... i was holdin my chocolate when i found tt my hands were shakin! amazing! and tt me heart was poundin very very hard!
when i shouted 'galaxy ho!' i can feel tt the whole class was lookin at me lor... except someone... haiz... actually dun see better... haha... i think i look horible when i'm angry... haha... pressure man...

*rain|n*

todae... normal sch day... o..k.... lah... actuallly... i dun kno wat to type lehz... the pic... the necklace veri nice hor... er... u may be thinkin... er... wat's so special abt it... u will only kno if u watch dou yu lah... haha... i siao liao... became a dou yu freak! everything all dou yu dou yu... fish fish fish.. haha.. shen jing bing!

*rain|n*

todae... haiz... actually nth much lehz... only tt todae..haha... bloggin without pic... hee...
go sch... pe... eng... bio... recess... celebrate ms tay's birthday... lab... maths... maths test... sleep... eat... sleep... walk walk walk... go home... sian rite?
like from yesterdae i found tt da's bball keychain not hanging on his bag liao... dun kno why... izzit bcos... haiz... dun kno how to explain... haiz...

todae after sch... everyone like all sick liao lehz... haha... and i really mean sick as in not feelin well tt kind orr... i feel like coughin... heng jie sick den slowly jin also went off coughin....
*hao hao xiao oh...
jin den started tokin abt ju-on... den we tok tok tok on this kind of thingy lah... haha... dun wanna type tt word out... play tricks on jin... den she almost scream orr... all bcos of the stupid reflection... haiz....
SHI BAI!!!!
haha... hope tt everyone around me will get well...
*eve... jie... must take care of urself(s) oh...
ok... all those not sick ones, dun fall sick
all those tt r already sick, take care and get well soon oh...
da jia jia you ba! GANBATE NE! MINNA!

haha... r u thinkin tt tis pic like a little pervert?! haha... well i think tt is e best part of the show dou yu (the outsiders). haha...

*rain|n*

haha... bloging like tt not bad sia... got pic... hey ppl... dl tis hello thingy lehz... it's so cool lor... haha... like having adverb like tt...  

Love starts with just one look... 

jing tian tian qi... ok lah... xin qing cao bang de... oh cao bang de...
BACK TO SCH...
ai yo...wo shi na zhong ni yi gen wo shuo huo jiu hui yuan liang ni de ren mah...
genie explain to me... den ok liao lor...
darren tok to me... den ok liao lor... now den i kno tt the bball keychain i gave him... on fri lost liao mah... it dropped.. den he put it back.. ya... once when i went to return ms lim the test paper ar... he ask me if the bball got some kind of mo fa(magic)... todae got 8 ppl walk pass and touch it.. ask him where he buy one... heehee...
*got.. got mo fa... you mo li... ai de mo li... haha...
*hen bu yao lian dui ma??? haha... i dun care...anyway... back to isnt tt bad after all...
after sch... help in GG... can see tt jin realli beng liao... those sec 1s... one word... horrible...
den went to play bball wif ed and ct... ABC... haha... hao can oh... den one on one... first round win them... second round... heehee... DIE... jus like the 'game' die... haha... ed realli died den... haha... lose liao...
anyway... conclusion: sch may sux... however... sch may rox when u feel tt it realli rox... haha... lame... wu liao....
*wao... todae's blog like very long hor... haha....
okokokokokok... tts all liao...
~cya~

todae... haha... 3rd day didnt go to sch... 1st time not attendin art lesson... haha.. break record liao loh... actually... kindda sad lor... i wanted to go the sch one... den in e end... hey... mei qu...
after sooooo long i blog without lyrics hor... heehee...
dun feel like goin to sch lehz... but den... no choice... ok... i'm goin to use lyrics again...
"bu gong pong" ~ er dang ni... jue hou xuan zhe le tao bi... wo xue hui bu gong ping...
wo xiang tao.. ke shi... tao de liao yi shi tao bu liao yi shi haiz...
ming tian zai shuo ba... haha...

Till the end

All this precious moment
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
That I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share
In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world
There is no place I've never been
You are my life my soul my girl
And through the all
I know you come to see
That you are the one till the end
(We'll always be till the end)

All my friends around me
Say you'll be gone too soon
Baby I’m gona make them see
We'll find out way back home

Breathe Again

have you wondered how it feels when it's all over,wondered how it feels when you just have to start a new,never knowing where you're going,when you face a brand new day,it used to be that way,now i just close my eyes and say

(chorus)
i just want to breathe again,learn to face the joy and pain,discover how to laugh a little,cry a little,live a little more,i just wanna face today,forget about the woes of yesterday,maybe if i hope a little,try a little more,i'll breathe again

starting out again is never easy,disappointments come and go but life still moves on,with a bit of luck,it's a brand new start,that might just work my way,no need to walk away,don't want to live on life replay

(chorus)

things will work out fine,if you can find the courage to look past the night, to see the reak of dawn

tian kong sia le yi chang yu....
shi fou xi jing le di shang suo you wu wei de dong xi le ne?

i jus wanna breathe again....

*mei shi jian... oh~ mei shi jian*

i had my bio paper todae... sick sia... no time to finish... stupid idiot menu thingy... haiz... i dun care liao... tml must go and rent vcd and watch liao.... i'm gonna rot liao lah!!!

wat a freaky day...
go to sch... take exam... den tt horrible CHUA JUN HONG... horrible... pollute my green tea.... den later jin and jie have a feelin tt he like me...(zeng me ke neng?) den they go and ask hm lor... afetr tt... jun hong said sumthing veri de guo fen lor..he say tt i'm jus a TOY!!!! how could he???!!!den jin go and slap him lah!!! *SLAP! it is soooooo sick lor.... cannot take it man.... den everyday i have to see that horrible chua jun hong cos he is jus in my class....!!!!! SICK!
anyway... jus SICK!!!

wat a horrible day... well... not in the morning...
get to sleep later but den... i think it's jus a habit... cannot change jus like tt... sleep only until 6.45am... the time where i usually leave for sch every mornin... haha... cannot sleep so go bathe den watch tv... i actually wanted to go to sch at 10.30, den i think go earier lah...10am... den again... think of goin sch even earier to accompany jin, 9.30. in the end i wen to sch at 9.15. missed a bus... feel so akward lehz... only person wearin uniform... if ppl dun kno think i skip sch ar...haha... when i went up the bus... guess wat!? i saw someone veri fair... or should i say fair... haha... it's evelyn! den go sch... tok tok tok all carp understand the sun... haha... sum parts sure are funny... haha...
den it's maths paper... siao liao.... i jus lost 14 marks like tt lor!!! tis time sure fail one lah.. even if i dun fail... sure pass until very ugly lor...
with tis horrible emotion... go up the bus... den got tis horrible grp of CHIJ Toa Payoh Pri girls came up to the bus wif a kitten!
1st. it not right...(btw it's not allowed rite???)
2nd. they ill-treat the kitten!!! they hold in only one hand!!! wat if it jus falls?
3rd. they seriously noisy man.... the whole bus all u can hear is them lor.... *irriating.....
4th. IRRESPONSIBLE!!!! the girl didnt even think tt her parents may not allow to keep it lor.... den jus bring it home like tt....
etc....
jus cannot take it man.....
SICK!

todae... kinda sunny --well until now it is... but den... it's rainin for my heart... my mom found an owner for lamb... and the person gonna come later in the afternoon.... jus now... lamb ran out and downstairs of my house.. jus at tt point if time, i feel tt wat would happen to lamb if he REALLI loses his way and couldnt be found?! die liao... when i ran out shoutin for lamb... i saw my sister holdin him back upstairs... wao... such a relieve... jus hope the best for lamb... hope tt he would be more happy livin better life den wif me....
lamb... all the best...

wat a wonderful day... haha.... today i got to tok to da. now den i realise... how close i tok to him too... it's close lor.... cao jing de... haha... den i ask him if he went to kw's house yesterday... he say yes... which means... i'm not thinktoo much!!! haha... siao liao.... den todae ar... dun kno why... whenever i tok to da... my heart will beat veri veri fast lor.... jus like whenever i see him play a serious bball match... veri fast! like... like... hai yo... veri fast jiu shi le!

add on.... todae ar... when iwas goin home... i went down the bus and guess wat! i saw da -- i guess... since dun kno when i always will look up at kw's house whenever i go back by 238/232 bus... den i look up todae... i think i saw da! but den after 2 secs... his gone! if he realli was there means tt he went to kw's house... if he wasnt... den it means tt... haha.... heehee.... i'm thinkin too much...

todae.. haha... it seems like i always start by 'todae...' rite..? alway.. today ganna shot by da by the paper.. pain man... den u can see the way he was when ms quek was tellin him the consequences etc... heehe... kind of funny lehz... todae can tok to him.. happy lehz... once ar... after sch.. when i ask him if wanna he need to take his stuff back from art... thr distance was sooooooooooo close.. siao liao... den later tok abt sum stuff wif jin and jie... funny how we changed our mood sia... haha... well... that's all folks!

todae... heehee... da got tok to me... happy! den once again... it's rainin... funny lehz... ever since den i made a promise to da... treat him water and he say tt he wanna drink rain water... it's been rainin alot lately.... dun kno wat it means... aniway... todae was kinda ok... ya... todae ar... ganna punished by mr lim... write 2 compo... u can see the whole class all writin like mad... haha... but i realli dun understand sum1... all of us dun... she doesnt understand either... why does stuff have to be like tt? haiz....

3 May 2004, Monday
haiz... exam start liao... todae dun get to tok to darren... so sad... evelyn ask me if i wanna go study wif the -- kw and evelyn. dun wan lah.. of course... wanna spend more time wif my di di mah... after evelyn went down of the bus... i was thinkin... haiz... didnt tok to da the whole day... but den... you yuan qian li lai xiang hui... you yuan yi ding hui jian mian de... haha... guess wat!? when i went down the bus, i saw a taxi stopped behind the bus. i saw some1 wearin KCP pe shirt... guess who... it's da and kw! haha... hao you yuan oh... siao liao!

i've never had a dream come true....
*happy!
i cry when mummy said abt lamb-bu... she see me soooooo sad.... she brought lambu-bu back!!!!!
*huarry!!!!!
haha.... i think my neighbour is seriously thinkin tt my mom is mad....
anyway.... LAMBU-BU IS BACK IN ACTION -- IN MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today.... i realli miss lamb-bu... *lamb-bu!!!!!! was tokin to jiejie abt lamb... the sadest thing without lamb is tt whenever u go back home, there will not be anyone the welcome u home... i dun expect my mom to welcome me home everyday i reached home, not even a day in my lifetime... but now... i dun even have lamb -bu to welcome me home... even a dog to welcome home... why does mymom wanna tok abt another dog? or even lamb....? dun tok liao lah..... wanna cry liao lah..;.

we went joggin together todae... a little siao rite? seriously... i myself dun believe tt... we, go joggin?! joking rite....? wat reason does she has to be angry huh? she was late... her clock is slow.... time not correct... like tt also can she us.... haiz... sumtimes i realli wander... why does she always have the right to be angry and we dun? realli cannot understand lehz...
den... my little brother, lamb(bu), was given away todae when i wasnt @ home... how i wish tt i realli have the chance to hug him once more... i dun even mind lettin him iss me on my mouth again too.... i jus wan him back....
LAMB-BU!!!!!!!!! i'm ganna miss him...
goin home everyday without him welcomin me back home... i realli cannot imagine how's life ganna become...

haiz... i asked if if im 'dao' this few days... u said no. however...u told ppl tt im dao and sha gua bai being angry wif u... wat r u realli think? i realli wanna kno lor... can u tell us? make it clear? to u... we r jus like a piece of paper... we tell u everythin, & u keep keepin stuff frm us... is tis wat u call real good friends... treatin us jus like sisters?