みんな！ クリスマス おめでとう！

hey there everyone!!!
though ya...
this post is a little late...
but who cares?

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!
大家，圣诞快乐！！！
クリスマス　おめでっとう！！！

so happy this christmas

last night,
christmas eve,
met dann after work
then we went over to xiang min's house
for our "exclusve club" christmas celebration
haha...
though we did nothing much mostly...
just all sit around in the living room
watch movies...
home alone,
i am legend.
had curry rice that xiang min cooked for dinner
talk to ezzat who's at canada
ove msn web cam.
hahaha...

after midnight,
christmas day.
we had some white wine,
(i only drank a sip)
hazelnut logcake.
(oh~ it's nice!)
and we exchanged presents.
haha...
it's weird that first was jessica
who picked the number of jaeson's present,
then her own present.
and when it was my turn,
first i picked my own present
then dann's present.
hahaha...
then xiang min who picked his own present.
ahahahaha.......

for me,
when i bought my present,
i was thinking beside the girls,
if any of the guys were to pick it,
who should it be.
xiang min.
and indeed.
hahahaha...
xiang min gotten my present.

night,
or should i say eary morning,
after exchanging of presents,
was crapping with ezzat a little with merloin.
showered,
then ya.
it was already 2am plus.
trixy's bedtime.
hahaha...

so ya...
i went to sleep...

knock out already.
hahahaha...

morning...
awoken by the some "music"
shall not say in details.
later kena sued.
hahaha

had nasi lemak for breakfast.
super full sia...

after that,
talked alittle around the dinning table
(the guys talked i listen)
(army talk)
then followed by ps2 andyoutube video time
hahh...

went back to dann's house...
watched aladdin!
hahaha...
havent watched that in a very long time.
so nice!!!
hahaha!!!

(oh! oh!)
(just remembered that i'm gonna buy little mermaid dvd this jan!!!)
(if anyone out here hasnt gotten me christmas present, you know what i want))
heehee...

after watchining,
knocked out again.
hahaha...
half an hour.

(sorry jin and hannah)
(that's why i was late)

shower,
had logcake again...

then rush down to larry's house.

seriously...
not that i'm some stupid kuku
that doesnt know how to go his house over so many years,
(though ya i still doent know exactly)
but you seriously cant blame me
EVERYTIME i go his house
EVERYTIME i walk a different road.
so how on earth do you people
expect me to remember how to get there?!

haiz...

anyway...

though did really kinda nothing but eat and drink there,
but later so great.
especially when we started exchanging presents.
super funny sia...

hahaha...

i did not know why
but i was having a feeling that darren would pick mine.
and ya.
he did.
hahaha...
just nice lor...
a snowman mug for a officially snowman guy.
hahaha...

and the 2 born on 13 aug 1989
gotten body shop body wash or something...?

hahaha...

log cakes again...

(will upload video another day)
(though image cant really seen)

they are really "LOG"cake lor...
hard sia~
hahaha...

after eating all these 4 log cakes this year
(actually only eaten 3 different log cakes)
i've decided to buy the one xiang min bought next year.
it taste nice.
hahaha....

and ya.
at larry's house,
there's always majong AND!
alcohol!!!

so after the logcakes
larry's dad came back and all the guys started drinking beer
and followed by red wine.
wait wait wait...
wait for mr darren snowman teh to go home together...
in the end he asked us to go back first.
what sia...

hmm...

come to think about it
if larry didnt had this celebration thingy for us ex-kcpians
i think i wouldnt have talked to evelyn again.

no matter what what,
she's the very first friend that left.
or should i say,
leave me hanging.

oh well,
this christmas is great!

and there's another celebration at outlet!

hahaha...
heard chef will be cooking crab!

wahahaha....
hahaha...

silent

people,
dont bother calling me for the next few days.
my handphone will be on total silent mode
from the point of time i wake up
to the time i go to bed.

wanna find me?
sms me.

if i see it,
i see it.

if i dont,
i dont.

signed,
struggling trixy.

matte imasu

down...

have been lookin at my handphone repeated
times after times
even though i know,
it wont ring.

even if it rings,
it will never be the person i'm waitin for.

and ya.
when it was 1pm,
it did not ring.

after 6pm,
it did not ring still.

after 11pm,
still,
it did not ring at all.

or at least,
not from the person i want most.

i dont know why...
i'm like surrounded with the song
'because of you' today.
sad...
you're really not talkin to me.
normally you'll mms me after gettin your hair done.
(_ _)

how i wish that stars can lead me a road,
show me a way.

Ne-Yo - Because of You

[ Verse 1: ]
Want to, but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
just kinda stuck between my
fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it,
I want it when I don't
Tell myself Ill stop everyday,
knowin that I wont

[ Bridge: ]
I got a problem, and i,
(I don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did, I don't
know if I would quit,
but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
and I know this much is true
Baby with you, have become my addiction,
i'm so strung out on you
i can barely move, but I like it

[ Chorus: ]
then its all because of you [ 3X ]
then its all because of you
and then its all because of you
so then its cuz never get enough,
Shes the sweetest drug

[ Verse 2: ]
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/bJ ]
Think of it every second
i cant get nothing but
Only concern is the next time,
when I'm gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from,
cuz its no good for me
I tried and tried but my
obsession wont let me leave

[ Bridge: ]
i got a problem and i,
(I don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did, I don't
know if I would quit
but I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction,
im so strung out on you
i can barely move, but I like it

[ Chorus: ]
then its all because of you [ 3X ]
then its all because of you
then its all because of you
so then its all because never get enough,
Shes the sweetest drug

Ain't no doubt, so strung out [ 2X ]
Over you, over you, you hoo hoo whoo


[ Chorus: ]
And its all because of you [ 3X ]
And its all because
Never get enough,
Shes the sweetest drug,
shes the sweetest drug

クリスマス

ひさしぶり！

haha...
just received an email from kojima,
the guy i got to know through the home-stay program the other time.

sometimes we'll send each other emails
like the other time was natsu
when he went for holiday with his friends
and i shared with him about singapore's natsu matsuri.

this time,
he sent an email with photos of a part in fukuoka.
it's like SO PRETTY!!!!
haha...
i wanna go...

stupid attachment...
roar~
there goes my holiday in tokyo coming march...
GONE!
roar~

sadly i only keep in contact with kojima-san
and no longer with hasegawa-san
as the other time we kept emailing each other everyday
that his girlfriend got unhappy, sad.
so ya...
shall not make things bad...
so we stopped emailling each other sinced then.

oh well...
at least i still keep in contact with kojima-san.

and ya people...
i need to go to sleep right now.


good night people!

お休みなさい！

sorry for the small pictures...
but this is what kojima sent me...

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恐惧

当一个人拥有着他自己都想象不到的美好东西时,
就会不知觉的感到害怕。
就两个字, "害怕"。
害怕这得来不易的东西将有可能有一天被夺来走。
这份"害怕"可能就会造成人们去做些就连他自己都无法理解的事,
做出连自己都无法解释的行为。
尤其是那些你越想拥有的东西,
或是人,
你越想拥有它,
你的行为或许就会变得更奇怪,
更是无法用常理来解释。
尤其是受过伤的人,
失去过自己想都没想过有天会失去那某一样东西的人。
他的心中永远都会存在着一道伤口,
永远都会害怕自己最珍惜的东西, 或人,
会有一天被夺走。
他的心灵是很脆弱的。
就算是再坚强,
再乐观的人,
都会害怕那可能一天的到来。
就算这个人多么努力地去相信,
那心中那永远不会么努力的往前方明亮的一方,
隐隐做痛那心中灰暗的伤痕还是会使他退后,
害怕前方的路会消失。
因为,
事事无决对,
每个人都不知道你每走的那一步是否在将来带来光明还是灰暗。
这个人唯一能做的事,
就是去希望现在脚下所走的路是正确的。
他也只能去希望现在所拥有着的幸福不会被夺走。

我不希望我所坚持的幸福,
会有一天得离我而去。
我不知道脚下的路是否正确,
但我希望未来的终点,
有你...

thought of words

"when you get into a relationship"
"you give a part of you to your partner"
"imagine you been through many relationships"
"a bit of you given her"
"a part of you to another person"
"finally in the end"
"you right one will only have a small portion of that whole you"
"and the rest"
"were all given away."

welcome to the orange family!

haha...
i just received a sms from jin...
haha...
todat afternoon,
she sms-ed me
and asked me if my outlet here needs people or not.
oh well..
from i know...
yes.
so i told her to go down
and get an interview if she wants.
and she did.
received a sms from her.
saying that she got accepted,
and that we'll be colleagues!
wahahaha...
seriously...
getting a job here
at this outlet is not difficult.
working for long is the thing.

oh well....
wahaha...
my twin as my colleague!
wahaha...
i shall try to work more...
accompany her...
wahahaha...

she starting workin on monday...
hmmm...
i wander what time she ends work.
wahaha...
i know what time she starts though...

heehee...
i shall POP by if possible.
muhahahaha....!

some random updates

hey people...
sinced i'm sick,
at home...
and not working...
(which opps! i forgot to call outlet!)
(... back from calling)
i shall update some random things that happened
IF i remember...
haha...

17 nov sat.
had jmd session as usual.
but i left early
as i had family dinner with my dad's side family
as my 2nd uncle is back in singapore for just that few days.
and here's my grandmom's god-daughter's son! shuan.
(hope i didnt spell wrongly)

aint he just SO CUTE!!!
haha...
he's one baby that will grow up to be a drinker.
why?
he's attracted to the smell of alcohol!
haha...

21 nov wed.
after school,
met dann for lunch as usual.
we had subway!
yeah!
i was wanting to eat bread
when dann wanted to eat subway specific.
haha...
so just nice lor...
wahaha...

after that,
i went for a walk around the city area.
and like i blogged during my tour,
i went to visit merloin!
haha...
near the river...




under the bridge...



at esplanade...













walkway to the mrt station...




~ah~ pivates doraemon!!!



after that,
i went for a christmas tree search at raffles.
haha...
just one building,
and i took almost 40 pictures of christmas trees!
haha...
now who's gonna beat my team?!
wahahah~
haha...

it's just a game we jmd are playing...
see which team can take the most pictures of christmas trees...
wahaha...
and during my search,
guess what i found?!



pikachu!!!

haha...
not very cute though...

22 nov 07 thurs
i met jin and jas for dinner.
we had mos,
and the funny thing was both jas and i have the tomato-chan strap
that jin wants SO MUCH!
haha...
and jin tried to steal from us...
haha...
and ya...
this's my twin jin!


23 nov friday
went to work like usual fridays...
busy...
haha...
but then it's ok.
cause time flies when you have alot of things to do.



after work,
order kids meal to eat...
the teriyaki chicken wrap.
wahaha...
yum yum~
though i was broke...
but after discount and stuff...
ok lah...
$3 plus.
den jia wen and i shared one whole bowl of sweet corn.
and seriously...
chef gave quite a big amount of fries...
super full after that...

and ya...
here's 'king arthur'
he has no childhood man...



and when waiting for my food...
i was so bored i starting playing with zhang wei...
i took his so call sword that can kill~
(rolled my eyes)
and play...
haha...

below is a video of what happened...
wahaha...



25 nov sunday
went to escape
as dann has promised me to go by the end of november.
yeah!

waiting for our turn for mini roller coaster!

beware!
ah! dann's head!

haha...

the inverter!!!
wahaha...


stupid dann...
haha...
not really stupid lah...

just that his scream
was saying "ah"
that's all...
and i was screaming and laughing on the ride.
(not forgetting banging my feet too)
cant help that they're too short!

26 nov monday
school...



as you can see,
i'm wearing dann's stussy japan sweater...
heehee...
borrowed it.
wahaha...

watched enchanted!
wahaha...
nice nice movie~

heehee...

27 nov tuesday.
dann didnt go to work as he's sick...
so we had lunch together at north...
heehee...
though i still have lessons...
but it's still ok.
wahaha...

28 nov wednesday.
dann didnt go to work again...
sick again...
haiz...

we went to ang mo kio central after my lessons...
did shopping at song and song...
haha...
shop shop...
had pepper lunch for lunch...
oh!
that teriyaki sandwich!
ah!
bad sandwich!

we had junk food after lunch
(late lunch)
tu tu khui!
wahaha!

after coming back,
rest awhile at club room
and i went to meet my girlfriends
gerry and sok hiang
and dann had dinner with zat and jaeson.

practice...
ar!
floor work!
legs tangle ah!!!
haha...

and "somebody hit the lights" of E314.
haha...

opps =X

... down this road i'm walking on

look at the title.
it may seems like
i gonna blog up some emo post again.

actually...
no...
not really i guess
it's just a random title i came up with

haha...

recently...
i have been watching heroes...



oh ya...
ignatius!!!
where's the dvd you said you'll lend me?!

iggy~!

haha...
it's been quite a long while sinced i type "iggy" on my blog already...
hahaha

recently,
i realised that i've been really wanting someone around me.
especially the one someone.
it's weird to feel like that
cause trixy mok never felt like that before.

for people who know me long enough may know,
that trixy is not a person that would need,
and really want to have a person with her
not even shopping,
movies,
or just anywhere,
doing anything,
does she really feel that want to have somebody with her.
she's always fine with being alone.

...i
i dont know...

i just come to realised this fact recently... only

Tour around

.Heehee... Tourin around places i've hardly been to... Of course! Dun forget to visit merloin!

GST Day

ok...
here's the neoprints that gerry, sokhiang and i took on wednesday...
find some time to upload them
so that they can save them too...
haha...

i'll just add some captions
and go and do my web report already...

seriously...
this post isnt posted on wednesday itself.
right now,
it's sunday, 11.06am.

haha...
me wakin up so early...
at home some more
on a sunday morning...
hahaha...

Our First Neoprint



wahaha...
ratatolie?



ah~ crocodile!!!
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



ah! gerry's always the first,
i'm always the last during morning jogs...
haha...



ah~ the panda's coming down!



GST. 100%.



oh~ i can ride a bicycle!!!



Our Second Neoprint



T
S
G

heads.



Best Friends on the bar!



PEACE everybody!



Rise of GST Super Star!
yeah~ 100%!!!



noises we make



friendship cert neoprint



in our teen stage~
oh we're young!



JIANG! unglam trixy!




haha...
after this time of neo-taking session
seriously.
this is the first time i took such unglam neos.

wah~