LET GO!!!

ok...
today was supposed to be a happy day where fang, ee, feli, juan and i go shoppin happily...
ended up me very bu shuang...
ok...
except for li juan lah...
bu shuang no. 1 - fang and ee late for 30 mins
*tis is ok not so bad cos they always late... plus i'm used to waitin for ppl le...*
bu shuang no. 2 - ALL they ever talk abt is dome, Dome, DOME!
*seriously feel left out everytime i'm wif them*
bu shuang no. 3 - when i told them abt my situation tt i cant go nafa, they were like "go lah! why muz let ur sis go nafa? cannot pay for u den can pay for ur sis huh? if i were u, i wont let her go one lor... i sure will fight to go one lor..."
*seriously lah.. TTS MY SIS U'RE TALKIN ABT YEH!*
*u're not in my shoes... u will feel the same one lor...*
*cant u all jus be a little bit more supportive?*
bu shuang no. 4 - fang and ee qie qie si yu
bu shuang no. 5 - whenever we go orchard, a place we 'muz', have to go is always dome!
seriously lah! i'm the ONLY ONE NOT workin at dome, ONLY ONE workin at swensen's!
and also!
stop askin me to change my workplace ok?
I LOVE WORKING AT SWENSEN'S!!!
PLUS!
i'm those kind of ppl tt u force me , or make me feel tt u're forcin me to do something den i seriously wont even wanna think of doin tt thing tt kind of ppl...
SO!
STOP ASKIN ME TO SWITCH TO DOME TO WORK OK?!

AH!

yo...
came back from work like 1 hr plus ago...
guess who i met today at work?

hey hey...

guess guess guess...

haha...

it's miss siu lah...
haha...
but den too bad lah...
today i cashier again...

not service...
cannot walk ner her table too often...

haha...
but den bill mah...
it's definetly my job le lah...
haha...

miss siu told me tt june will haf a outin...
she goin to give those ppl who improved by 3 grades a treatmah...
*wa liao*
told tis to me...
but den i like din improve my maths sia...
mei wo de fen sia...

hmm...
i guess tts all le ba..

breakfast!

yo!
jus finished my breakfast...
guess wat i had for breakfast?
macdonals!!!
haha...
ordered home delivery...
yum yum...

one thing sian...
later still have work in the evenin...
sian...
i wanna watch tv yeh...
haiz...
nvm lah...
earn more money while i can now...
sch reopen den cannot work tt much loh...
den no income...
die lor...

haha...

where oh where should i go?

yo!
had my hair cut yesterday...
ok...
turn out NOT the way i expected...
wanted...
but den it's ok lah...
only abit of regret...
cos cut a little too short le...
nvm lah...
it'll grow back 2 months later...

for now mah...
wat can i do?
live wif it lor...
only tt it's abit boyish lah...

i dun care...
i cant take it anymore...
if i really wan long hair...
i will really need to go for hair extension le...
let it grow?
wait long long long LONG ar...
it will jus get cut off like every 5 months lah...
it will never get long...

received a letter from nafa today...
ok...
they accepted me...
i'm happy ok...
but den i cant go there...
i still have to choose poly...
although i wanna study arts, design lah...
but den it will be better if i choose poly cos the sch fees are cheaper...
plus transport is also easier lah...
everyday go nafa...
abit tirin sia...
i go 3 days in a row i already abit tired liao...
everyday?
i guess i'll die soon...
haha...

there goes my money...

yo...
worked today as cashier again...
bad...
today is jus so simply bad...

got tis table of 2 person...
2 lady in fact...
order a fish and chip set lunch plus and colt tower ice cream...
sittin at table 24A...
eat eat eat...
guess wat?
i was packin a cake...
when i look up...
they're gone!!!

wat the freak lah!
they left without paying lor...
FREAK!
although it's not tt i'm the only one payin lah...
but den i still have to pay like $3.60!
which is like ard my 1 hr's pay?!
argh!
dun ever let me see them again...
i tell u...
i can remember customers well...
and why will i remember them?
cos I was the one TT TOOK THEIR ORDER!
no wander they wan their colt tower to be served together...
in a hurry to run away wad...

idiot...

IDIOT!!!

argh!

after work...
went walk walk wif jia wen...
draw money to return fang...
accompany jia wen for injection...
den rush for band practice...

finally...
finish 'settling' the two songs today...
ok.
not so bad...
but there's still quite a large space for improvement...

ok...
tts all ba...
need to go orh orh liao...

nitez everyone!

master wong

yo!
so happy today...
why?
cos i wasnt cashier today!!!
haha...
super happy sia...
haha...

have been watchin tis tvb series for one week plus le...
haha...
din wan to rent...
but den 2 days ago went out wif my dad for dinner ar...
*tt day tt i went swensen's for dinner*
my dad say he wanna watch...
so go rent lor...
haha...
so nice...
i jus simply love those kung fu shows...
haha...
*most of them lah*
haha...

stress ah!

today i worked for 4 hrs...
4 long...
stressful hrs...
why?
cos today is the first time i'm doin cashier...
scared leh...
although my maths is not bad lah...
but den when it comes to countin money...
i abit...
hmm...
wat if i count wrongly how?
can die ar....
jus now ar...
my manager help my count the money...
short of $96 lah!
wat the freak!
good thing is tt it's he counted wrongly...
if i not i can really say "byebye" to my pay le lah...
bai zuo liang ge li ai le la

went shoppin wif michelle after work...
haha...
at last...
bought the skirt tt i wanted a long time...
haha...

went for dinner wif my dad
treat him lor...
go eat wat leh...
haha...
we went j8's swensens!!!
haha...
stupid rite?
haha...

oh ya oh ya!
before i forget...

I JUS RECEIVED A LETTER FROM NYP SAYING TT THEY"RE OFFERING ME A PLACE IN THEIR SCH!!!
HAHA...
HO-HU!

haha...
went to rent vcd again...
din want to rent tt show one...
since scv is showin it now ar...
but den my dad wanna watch...
so ok lor...
heehee....

oki!
go watch vcd loh...

=)

`smile

1 month piggy...

my little pig pig...
heehee...

i'm a shaggy dog!

Woof!

6hrs past

did openin today...
openin...
i kinda like doin opein yeh...
haha...
no customer one...
haha...

below is a pic taken beforewe are officially open for business...



haha...
kinda lame lah...
ntht o do mah...
realy yeh...
i worked for 6hrs today...
but it feels like only 2/3 hrs lor...

firstly...
do openin mah...
3hrs pass super fast one lah...
the next 3hrs...
do dishwasher ar...
wash wash wash...
3hrs jus pass like TT!
haha...

super busy today...
i wash until i like super messed up lah...
it was so busy tt j8 have to send someone over to help...
haha...

*tokin serious here ok?*

haha...

after work...
as promised to my sis...
i bought some veg home and make salad...
haha...
i jus suddenly wanna eat slad yesterday...
so go buy veg lor...
haha...
maybe cos i also serve wat chef salad lah...
cesear salad lah...
peitide salad lah...
serve until the like of veg/salad come back liao...
haha...

also not bad wad...
eat more veg...
haha...
go for health...

haha...

tts all le ba...

=)

smile`

ARH!

ok...
suppose to have no work today...
but den change wif zw...
so i got work lor...
later tonight...
nvm lah...
earn more money while i can...

woke up tis mornin...
guess wat?
i found tt little cactus tt jin gave me on v-day dead!!!
ar!!!
it die-ed!!!
ARH!!!
sad man...
wander why even cactus will die in my hands man...
haiz...
i notice tt i very like cactus...
maybe tts my fav plant ba...
haha...
=)

hmm...
tts all le ba...
haiz...
tml still have to openin...
PLUS dishwasher...
haiz...
like tt le ba!

---end---

i guess it's fate ba...

worked today...
wanted to go kbox wif ign they all one...
but den have work lah...
cant go...
bo bian...

nvm lah...
din go also nvm ar...
=)
heehee...

after work ate fcm sundae...
haha...
one fcm to me alone!!!.
haha...
feel abit weird lah ar...
only me alone sitting at the table there...
wif the customser lookin at me...
haha...
i wander why customsers like to sit near the window...
ok lah...
i ko it's nice to sit near the window...
but den...
THERE'S REALLY NTH TO SEE THERE AR...!

after work wanted to go walk walk...
but den...
din go lah...
later at night still have band practice...
cant walk too long also mah...
tml den go walk walk ba...
since i need to return vcd also ar...

took 232 bus home...
cos i din wanna go home tt early...
plus!
i wanna give myself a chance...
wat chance leh?
heehee....
here comes the best part of the day...
heehee...

i was on the bus ar...
232...
232 will go who's house leh?
heehee...
ok...
when the bus was arroachin the bus stop near the comic rental shop...
i look out the window...
i din saw anyone i kno...
until the bus stopped.
i saw a familar face...
heehee...
40 lah...
haha...

=P

hmm...
wo hui xiang doraemon, tweety bird, tigger ma?
haha...
wander why i will remind ppl of tweety bird yeh...
even jia wen calls me tweety bird...
haha...

band practice was ok...
better than last week lah...
finally after 2 weeks...
next week goin to practise new song le...
yeah!

walkin ard

went to tpc for lunch wif my sis and raymond..
had pasta mania...
*yum yum*
wanted to ask someone else for lunch one...
but den not free...
nvm ba...
sch more important ar...
=)

after lunch went walk walk alone...
after walkin for like...
1-2 hrs...
walked to my work place...
wanted to see if the new guy was there or not...
but den...
as expected...
he left le...
*haha...*
*i sound like i so REALLY wanna see him rite?*
*haha...*
saw xiang xiang workin...
den saw my lao gong end work le...
so go walk walk wif her lor...
walk for...
another 2 hrs?
we went to disturb zhang wei at mac a couple of times...
haha...

after tt...
walk my way home...
=)
not bad lah...
din expect tis walk for 4 hrs can be better...
much more effective than the shoppin yesterday...
=)

smile~

shoppin

ok...
had work today...
supposed to go shoppin wif fang,
(the both of us only)
after work...
ended up waitin for ee to have dinner together...
fang went walk walk wif her bf...
leave me all alone in dome lah...
wat the...

ok..
den go far east...
it's supposed to be fang accompany me walk walk one...
shop my bad mood off one...
ended up like ee and i accompany fang walk walk yeh...
*i really whether who's the one tt din get into any poly man...*
*who's the one ended up no where lor...*

din buy many things...
only one shirt...
ok..
i like the shirt...
although i said tt i was like
hua qian mai kuai le
but den...
wo hen li zhi de...
wo mai dong xi YOU XIANG DE... ok?
i DO think properly before buying things...
hmm...
*wander if i should go back and buy the shorts i saw or not...*
hmm...
anyway...
tts all le lah...
seems like shoppin din really help tis time...
still kinda bad mood...
still kinda feeling down lah...
haiz...

END

tired...

woke up early at 7.30am tis mornin...
my dad came picked me up at 8am...
went for breakfast...
had roti prata...
den we started the talkin bit...
*ok... my dad do the talkin bit... i do the listenin bit*
listen listen...
as expected...
i will cry one lah...
den as usual...
my dad will say i'm a baby...
ask me when am i going to grow up.

cos i insisted...
we went to sch to get my portfolio...
got ms quek to talk to my dad...
ok lor...
abit better...
but den my dad still wans me to take business course...

went to nyp...
haha...
business?
where man!
i like so totally cannot go in lah!
haha!
no business!

aim for IT den...

so like tt lor...
go one poly by one poly appeal lor...
first nyp...
second tp...
third rp...
fourth np...

tts all...
din go to sp...
i'm too tired le...
jus imagine...

ARGH!

later still have to work...
and now i'm havin a stomachache...
FREAK!

haiz...
wanted to go for work earlier...
see the new comer...
see whether izzit the shuai ge i saw the other day...
*but i think should be lah*
*no other ppl come interview le mah...*
haha...

tts all le...
need to rest a little while den go for work le...

cya!

tweeni

adopt your own virtual pet!

yummy ice cream wif cookie

ok...
recover a little...
i was happy in the mornin...
had lunch wif my dad...
but den i kinda regret havin lunch wif him...

he brought it back...

and rub it in...

add salt on my injury...

it hurt.

sick man!
he's forcin me to go to sch super early on mon to get my portfolio...
(a time when ms quek aint free)
8am!!!
he siao ar!
i kno it's bad sayin my dad like tt...
but den it's the fact wad...
i told him tts too early...
he say "nvm, we go have breakfast til it's time"
got problem or wat?

*shake headz*

went for work...
as expecte...
ppl there will ask de ma...
"where u go huh?"
"which course u get in huh?"
sick...
not in good mood le still ask...

but den when work start...
ok le lah...
busy til i forgot everything le...

tts good lah...

workin at my workplace really can make ur day better yeh...
haha...
*hee! i can laugh le yeh!*
haha...

after work...
hid behind the kitchen there eat ice cream...
watch the 'scenery' of orange ppl walkin ard....
so busy sia...
haha...
**thank you sir kelvin for the ice cream**
haha...
have cookie one yeh...
the ice cream...
heehee...

tts all le ba...
=)
*cough cough*

after the storm...

ok...
jus went for a jog...
cos i too unhappy le...
need some oxygen...
make me feel better...
jog at my secret hideout...
den started walkin all over my house this area...
get to know this place where i live better...
went to the playground where dine, nad and her bro and sis and of cos me used to go whenever we go to nad's house in the past...
sat there...
stone...
listen to music...
think of nothing else...
my secret hideout...
thought of the childish stuff that ado and i used to do every sat afternoon after my rugby practices...
walked passed ado's house...
i still remember every sat i would stand downstairs at her house...
and shout for her...
den i would have to wait for her to come downstairs...
after givin her younger sis alot of excuses for her not to join us...
*oh come on...*
*we're going to OUR secret hideout yeh*
i just miss those days...
all we have to do is realli enjoy life...
play.
have fun.
have a simple life without guys...
*ok...*
*maybe not for nad*
haha...
but for the rest of us...
boys are just some 'creature' we hardly saw...
*unless you're talkin about their dads*

today...
after gettin to know the results and stuff...
*which is like the first thing i knew before doing anything else*
i was seriously still ok...
when i reached art room...
checked the results for myself...
ok.
my day starts to turn bad.
still have to continue doing my portfolio and stuff...
register for nafa thingy...
ok...
i was supposed to go back home and go back to sch for the gb camp thingy...
when i reached home...
i started to get realli realli sad...
i feel...
like i'm useless...
very shi bai...
i've never felt THAT useless (shi bai) before...
not even when i failed at something that i thought i'm best at -- singing
*cryz man*
seriously...
sorry if i make anyone worried, hearing me crying over the phone just now...
i just cry when i'm sad...
and wanting me to talk when i'm sad makes me cry even more...

i'm ok now...
just don't bring this topic back again please...
at least not for this weekend...
i still have to work one...
i don't want any customers to feel unhappy...
please...

WARNING!!!!

WARNING!
READ THIS BEFORE TALKING TO ME FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS.
DO NOT TALK TO ME ANYTHING RELATED TO:

• O'S RESULTS
• WHICH POLY AM I GOING
• WHAT COURSE AM I TAKING

READ THAT?

KEEP THOSE IN MIND.

SAY ANYTHING RELATED,

AND YOU'LL GET KILLED.

smiley smiley!

no work today...
went out...
went on a cup search.
haha
found a pretty pretty but also cute cup...
=P
heehee...

took neo...
=P
abit weird lah...
the neo...
but...
heehee..
nvm.
=)

watch big mama's house2
haha...
nice show
heehee...

tts all ba...
*smilez*

yummy yum

ok...
firstly...
i seriously dun kno why i upload those pics above...
haha...
but the show sure is nice...
heehee...
wanna watch again again again!!!
heehee...

as usual...
worked today...
xi ke ah xi ke...
today jin and sharon came my work place eat...
expected lah...
jin will order fish baked rice...
haha...

today got newcomer...
tin shuo...
the newcomer is zhang lang's fren...
*haha... zhang lang =P*
*tts not his real name lah -- zhang lang*
here comes the best part of the day.
cos tml got new promotion meal ar...
haha...
got to try!!!
haha...
yummy!

had dinner wif my dad after work...
supposed to watch movie one lah...
but den he say wanna save money...
next week go holiday...
go holiday is a great thing lah...
only tt...
tt woman is goin...
ok...
she aint tt bad...
so i wont call her tt woman ba...
call her...
ms evelyn hao le.
hmm.
ya.