maybe i'm... stressed?

hey people~
i had a nightmare sunday night
(or rather monday morning)
and dann came out with a conclusion of my nightmare
-- i'm stressed.

haiz...
i guess...
somehow yes...
like i blogged the other time,
i just have alot on my small little mind now...
my projects then are like
due one after another!
my project that is coming up
that i dont know a single freak what's happening
even though i've been trying my best every single lab?!
jmd's plan for now...
the performance for shizuoka
just exactly one week later!
the performance for cosplay arts festival
2 weeks later!!
lunch time performance
3 weeks later!!!
natsu performance
1 month plus later!!!!
my choreo for the juniors!!!!!
utata nameme going down~~~
my house problem
my mom's future problem
my dad's current problem
money problem
haiz...
maybe i myself didnt quite realised
until only when i really list everything out...

haiz...
so stressed (unknowingly)
that i'm like doing my project during lectures
when usually i'll do my online shopping
play my games
watch my dramas

haiz...

i guess the only person that i can smile from inside in front of now,
is my evil devil...

wishing kaka all the best~幸せに～

just took a look at kaka's blog minutes ago
as i heard that she had updated her blog
a few months ago

and instead of seeing her post months ago,
i saw the posts she updated days ago.




from the photos,
i can really see that kaka's really having a good life now?
hahaha...
just really happy for her and ben ben

really miss her lots
as the last time i got to see her
was last december
during of of our jmd practices for open house.

after that day,
she and ben ben disappeared.
not only did kaka not come for practices,
she didnt even come to school anymore.

soon,
we heard the news of her getting married to ben ben.

though we werent invited to her wedding,
we understand
(do you know how many people are there in JMD???!!)




and from her posts,
i guess she's going to be a mother soon?
expecting a son i guess....
and kaka is intending to give her son the nickname
dan dan.

for more details,
go read her blog yourself.

all in all,
kaka!
you will never be forgotten!

we miss you lots too~
do drop by anytime okay?

xixi miss miss kaka...



kaka,
幸せに～